Lyrics
She lights a smoke so the bus will come
Lighting a cigarette to pass the time while waiting for the bus.
It's too hot in the tunnel but still
Describing the discomfort of the heat in the tunnel.
Yeah the standard procedure for making up
Reference to a standard way of reconciling or making amends.
Has nothing on the rush of a tainted heart
Expressing that conventional methods lack the intensity of a passionate and troubled heart.
Kick that graveyard smirk
Encouraging a cynical or ironic smile.
And you send it out under ground
Sending a message or emotion discreetly, possibly expressing discontent.
Well I meant to break your heart
Intentionally aiming to break someone's heart emotionally.
But I didn't mean wear it down
Despite intending to cause emotional pain, not wanting to completely wear the person down.
This goodbye collapsed on you
A farewell or parting moment that has emotionally affected the person.
With eyes too heavy to hold
The weight of the goodbye is overwhelming, making it difficult to maintain eye contact.
Well I wonder what more could I give
Reflecting on what more one could have offered in the farewell.
Than a jacket against the cold
A symbolic gesture of providing comfort, like a jacket against the cold.
Didn't mean to break your heart
Repeating the intention to break the heart, acknowledging the emotional impact.
I've had a junk truck head fuck start
Describing a tumultuous emotional start, possibly related to drug use ("junk truck head fuck").
Well I'm dreaming about those stars
Dreaming about reaching for success or happiness symbolized by stars.
To see the stars it must get dark
Recognizing that to achieve greatness, one must endure difficulties and challenges.
She always planned to come around
A person had intentions of returning, but the realization of the time elapsed.
She didn't know it'd take so long
Expressing surprise at the prolonged duration of the person's absence.
She said, "sorry but I've truly missed you
Apologizing for the mistakes and acknowledging a sense of loss in the relationship.
Dear despite where we've gone wrong"
An affectionate term used despite acknowledging past errors in the relationship.
This goodbye collapsed on you
Repeating the emotional weight of the goodbye, suggesting it's difficult to handle.
With eyes too heavy to hold
Reiterating the heaviness of the eyes, emphasizing the emotional burden.
Well I wonder what more could I give
Wondering about the adequacy of what was offered in the farewell.
Than a jacket against the cold
Symbolically offering comfort, questioning what more could be given.
Yeah, I wonder what more could I give
Repeating the contemplation of what more one could have provided in the goodbye.
Than a jacket against the cold
Reiterating the symbolic offering of comfort against the emotional coldness.
Yeah, I wonder what more could I give
Continuing to question what more could be given in the farewell.
Than a jacket against the cold
Emphasizing the theme of offering solace, suggesting a desire to provide emotional support.
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