Treading Water
Treading Water: A Raw Dive into Life's Struggles
Lyrics
It's a little secret
There's a confidential aspect
That I want to let you
I'm eager to share with you
In on but I'm
Struggling or barely managing
Treading water
Feeling stagnant or not progressing
Fucking all the time
Engaging in intimacy frequently
It's a little secret
Reiteration of the desire to share a secret
That I want to let you
Desire to include someone in a personal matter
In on but I'm
Struggling or barely managing
Treading water
Feeling stagnant or not progressing
All the time
Continuously in that state
Sit back now
Relax and observe
I'm gonna make you mine
Intent on making someone mine
Don't care, pay attention
Indifference, not caring much
I feel fine?
Questioning own well-being
These times make
Present circumstances make me want to give up
Me feel like I wanna die
Overwhelmed by emotional pain
Every second I'm consumed
Constantly affected by emotional turmoil
By the chemical fire
Intense emotional upheaval
I look forward to the day
Looking forward to the end of a distressing situation
I'm sick and tired of playing
Fed up with repetitive actions
All of the same old games
Uninterested in societal expectations
When I won't care
Not bothered by public opinion
What the people say
Disinterested in conforming
I'm sick and tired of playing
Fed up with repetitive actions
All of the same old games
Desire for personal freedom
Just wanna go my own
Yearning for independence
Fucking way
Expressing frustration
I'm tired of feeling all of
Exhausted by recurring guilt or disgrace
This goddamn shame
Feeling intense embarrassment
But don't be alarmed, grandma
Reassuring someone not to worry about religious practices
I don't pray
Not engaging in religious prayers
A little nervous thinking that
Uneasy about inability to transform
I can't change
Resolute about not taking risks
I'm not taking anymore chances
Resolved not to gamble anymore
I'm gonna give my heart to anyone
Offering heart to someone capable of enduring it
Who can stand it
Choosing carefully who deserves affection
I'm not taking anymore chances
Determined not to take risks anymore
I'm the one to operate with
Willing to act boldly and without caution
Reckless abandon
Determined not to take risks anymore
I'm not taking anymore chances
Expressing potential for harm in frustration
I would take this knife and
Willing to cause serious harm
Do some serious damage
Expressing potential for harm in frustration
I'm not taking anymore chances
Resolute not to take risks anymore
I won't give my heart to anyone
Refusal to offer heart to someone
Who can stand it
Only willing to give heart to someone who can handle it
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