Fever Dream

This life is described as a surreal and disorienting experience, akin to a fever dream.

The speaker feels lost by choice, indicating a deliberate decision leading to a sense of confusion.

If someone seeks the speaker, they will find them in an unspecified location.

The speaker reflects on their current situation, contemplating how they arrived there.

A request to be held but ultimately set free, expressing a desire for connection and independence.

An acknowledgment that the speaker cannot remain in one place.

The speaker identifies as a runaway, someone always in motion and exploring different locations.

Constantly changing environments without a fixed residence.

An uncertainty about when the speaker will reunite with the person addressed.

A contemplation on the eventual reunion with the mentioned person.

Temporary possession or connection with the person, emphasizing the present moment.

A question about the durability of the connection and possession over time.

Reiteration of life being compared to a fever dream, emphasizing the dreamlike and surreal nature.

Reiteration of the speaker being lost due to a personal choice.

If found, the speaker will be in a state of contemplation about their journey.

Reflection on the process of reaching the current state of being lost.

A repeated desire for both closeness and freedom in relationships.

Anticipation of thinking about the person and desired things during the speaker's absence.

A continuous contemplation about the person and their desires in the speaker's mind.

The speaker thinks about the person and the things they would want in an ideal situation.

An idealized concept of home where the speaker envisions being with the person.

Expressing a preference for not being alone, contrasting the idea of home with isolation.

The speaker avoids the idea of going home, suggesting an aversion to settling down.

Reiteration of the surreal and disorienting nature of life, comparing it to a fever dream.

Reiteration of feeling lost due to personal choice, maintaining a sense of intentional disorientation.

If found, the speaker will be in a state of contemplation about their journey.

Reflection on the process of reaching the current state of being lost.

A repeated desire for both closeness and freedom in relationships.

Reiteration of life being compared to a fever dream, emphasizing the dreamlike and surreal nature.

Reiteration of the speaker being lost due to a personal choice.

If found, the speaker will be in a state of contemplation about their journey.

Reflection on the process of reaching the current state of being lost.

A repeated desire for both closeness and freedom in relationships.