Lyrics
I feel a sadness so familiar
Expressing a deep familiarity with sadness.
i cant begin to climb out
Feeling unable to escape or overcome this sadness.
the happiness i began to feel
The fleeting moments of happiness are overshadowed by doubt.
is shreds of smiles filled with doubt
Smiles are fragmented and lack genuine conviction.
walk my road
Metaphorically walking a difficult path.
drown my sorrows
Attempting to cope with sorrow through drowning it.
In pointless media
Using meaningless distractions (media) to numb the pain.
my affection is borrowed
Feeling that displays of affection are insincere or borrowed.
from emotionless touch
Receiving love devoid of genuine emotion.
I can't begin to tell you how sick
Expressing profound sickness or exhaustion.
I am waiting for the end of this
Anticipation for the end of a challenging situation.
The waves of depression It ebbs and flows
Depression fluctuates like waves in an ocean.
like an ocean what do i believe
Questioning beliefs amidst the turmoil.
without my confidence I know my joy is in the now
Understanding joy in the present, yet undermined by time.
But time becomes my biggest enemy
Time becomes a hindrance to happiness.
Is this the process of healing?
Questioning if this struggle is part of the healing process.
yeaaaaaahwhat will i become
Expressing uncertainty about the future self.
when my heavy heart leaves meohhhhhhhh
Wondering about life after the burden of sadness is gone.
left alone with everything that i could bei
Fear of being left alone with uncertainties about potential.
f the melancholy brought on by the rain
Attributing melancholy to rainy circumstances.
could leave me nowand never come back again
Hoping for the departure of sadness.
who will i be left with
Questioning who remains once sadness fades.
where can i begin
Seeking a starting point amidst confusion.
how can i begin again
Questioning how to initiate a fresh start.
i'll find myself
Determined to rediscover oneself.
put it back together
Intending to piece life back together.
i'll get better
Belief in the possibility of improvement.
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