Read My Mind
Silent Confessions: Unveiling Love's Veiled Words
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My words of a lover
Expressing words as a lover
Answered by those of a friend
Receiving responses resembling those of a friend
She smiles as she offers
Noticing her smiling while engaging in innocent conversation
Innocent conversation
Questioning the sincerity of the conversation
Am I sure? She asks if it's okay
She seeks confirmation about the acceptability of the situation
What did she think I'd say?
Curious about her expectations and surprised by her inquiry
Who does she think I am? In the moment, her
Reflecting on the significance of her words in the current moment
Words mean more than
Her words carry more weight than the happiness derived from ignorance
The bliss of my ignorance, cognitive dissonance
Acknowledging the discomfort of cognitive dissonance
It can't be that she can't be mine
Expressing disbelief that she can't be romantically involved
Couldn't she read my mind?
Questioning her inability to understand his feelings intuitively
She stays so oblivious
Noting her obliviousness to the situation
I act against my own interests
Acting against personal interests for undisclosed reasons
I find I'm starting to struggle
Experiencing internal conflict and difficulty
Feigning my disinterest
Pretending disinterest as a coping mechanism
(Self-inflicted, never worth it)
Reflecting on self-inflicted struggles and their lack of worth
Probe more, how did she meet him?
Inquiring further about her connection with someone else
Block four, I wish I could see them
Expressing a desire to witness their interaction
Flirting and having the time of their lives
Observing them flirt and enjoy life while feeling wilted
I choose to wilt while they start to thrive
Choosing personal decline as they thrive
My blood pumps in gallons, my stomach jolts out of place
Experiencing physical reactions to emotional distress
But a smile stays planted on my face
Maintaining a facade of happiness despite inner turmoil
I fake I'm fine
Presenting a false sense of well-being
Couldn't she read my mind?
Expressing frustration at her failure to comprehend his emotions
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