Lyrics
The first time was long ago
The speaker refers to a past experience, suggesting it was a significant event.
It first hurt then I began to roll
The initial experience caused pain, and the speaker started to adapt or cope.
The last time was an hour or so
Describes a recent experience, emphasizing the recurring nature of the situation.
It's that time & I wanna go
The speaker acknowledges the current situation and expresses a desire to escape.
I've seen inside of me
The speaker reflects on self-awareness, exploring different facets of their personality.
This side is everything
Highlights the complexity of the speaker's identity, suggesting it encompasses everything.
I've seen & I'm gonna be
Expresses a vision for the future self, confident about personal development.
Fuck Rehability
Rejects the concept of rehabilitation, possibly due to a rebellious or non-conforming attitude.
I'm sick or so you say
The speaker is labeled as sick by others, possibly referring to unconventional lifestyle choices.
Live life just for today
Advocates for a hedonistic approach to life, living in the present moment.
It's my life don't fuck with me
Asserts personal control over one's life and rejects external interference.
Don't tell me what you think
Rejects unsolicited opinions, asserting independence in decision-making.
I don't need it
Declares self-sufficiency, indicating a lack of reliance on external validation.
When I was a little fish I would swim through all of this
Recalls a past time when the speaker was more carefree and navigated life freely.
One time 'bout a year ago
Refers to a specific incident about a year ago, hinting at a near-death experience.
I flat lined but I didn't go
Despite a close call with death, the speaker survived and continued living.
I came late but I made the show
Arrived late but still managed to participate, emphasizing resilience.
If I didn't tell you, you'd of never known
Highlights the speaker's ability to keep personal experiences private.
I've seen so much of thee
Observes societal issues, specifically pointing out government hypocrisy.
Governments hypocrisy
Expresses a critical attitude towards societal norms and practices.
I've laughed at all of thee
Derides societal issues humorously, showing a cynical view.
Suggested remedies
Mentions attempted solutions to problems, perhaps sarcastically dismissing them.
Methadone at 17
Recalls a specific age-related experience with methadone, indicating a troubled past.
Left Betty Ford to drink
Left a rehabilitation center (Betty Ford) to continue a self-destructive behavior (drinking).
I'll trip on anything
Expresses a willingness to experiment with substances, suggesting a lack of concern for consequences.
Send me to see a shrink
Indicates a resistance to seeking psychiatric help, preferring alternative methods.
I don't need it
Reiterates self-sufficiency and rejection of external opinions.
(Chorus)
(Chorus) - The central theme revolves around the speaker's reluctance to face a certain situation.
It's that time I don't wanna go
Expresses a desire to avoid a specific situation or time.
Showtime after the show
Refers to a period after a performance, suggesting exhaustion or a need for escape.
Rather pass out on the floor
Expresses a preference for spontaneity over planned behavior.
Goes along with rock'n'roll
Associates collapsing or passing out with the rock'n'roll lifestyle.
I've seen 'bout everything
Claims diverse life experiences, including sex, drugs, and periods of sobriety.
Sex, drugs, sobriety
Reveals a history of receiving medical treatment, possibly for addiction or health issues.
Been treated for disease
Acknowledges causing frustration or anger in various aspects of life.
& I've pissed off everything
Declares defiance against accusations of anarchy, reflecting a rebellious attitude.
Accuse me of anarchy
Expresses indifference to societal norms and expectations.
I don't care what you think
Rejects conformity, emphasizing individuality and non-compliance.
I say fuck conformity
Explicitly rejects societal norms and expresses discontent with the USA.
I say fuck the USA
Reiterates a disdain for conformity and rejection of the United States.
I don't need it
Reiterates independence and self-sufficiency, rejecting external influence.
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