Lyrics
I look past all the past and I count my tracks that fence my house and mind
I reflect on my history and acknowledge the boundaries that surround my home and thoughts.
I can't always pull that thread
It's not always easy for me to confront certain issues or situations.
I get caught up in my head
I often become entangled in my own thoughts, experiencing mental challenges.
Why do I keep you so far
Questioning why I keep someone emotionally distant.
Too close to come
Struggling with the paradox of keeping someone both close and far away.
I've got an old past self that just hangs out in the nighttime and he whines
I have a past version of myself that lingers in the night, expressing discontent.
"How do you know when she says nothing?"
A reflection on uncertainty in communication, particularly when someone says nothing.
"Where do I go when you find something?"
Contemplating where to turn when discovering something new or unexpected.
Is it fine would you say
Asking if it's acceptable or okay.
That I want to keep you this way
Expressing a desire to maintain the current connection or relationship.
But when will it change
Pondering when a change in the situation will occur.
Will it all just stay the same
Wondering if things will remain unchanged.
Will I just get lost inside these down days?
Questioning the possibility of getting lost in difficult or low moments.
I've been checked out too long
Feeling emotionally detached for an extended period.
To ask myself what's been keeping us apart
Unable to inquire about the reasons behind the emotional distance.
And I can't really explain
Struggling to articulate the reasons behind the emotional separation.
All I can think
All-consuming thoughts, possibly related to a person, dominating the mind.
Scenes of you inside my brain
Vivid mental imagery of the person inside the mind.
I don't miss one
Not missing any details or memories of the person.
I don't miss nothing at all
Emphasizing the absence of any feelings of longing or nostalgia.
I've been checked out too long
Continuing the theme of emotional detachment over an extended period.
To ask myself what's been keeping us apart
Reiterating the inability to understand the reasons for the emotional distance.
And I cant really explain
Reiterating the struggle to explain the emotional separation.
All I can think
Repeating the dominance of thoughts related to the person in the mind.
Scenes of you inside my brain
Reiterating the vivid mental scenes featuring the person.
I don't miss one
Emphasizing the meticulous recollection of every detail about the person.
I don't miss nothing at all
Affirming the absence of any sense of longing or missing the person.
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