STIMULANT
Stimulating Desires: A Melodic Journey Through Life's Complex Choices
Lyrics
Well I wake up in the morning just to get my little fix of nicotine
Expressing the routine of starting the day by consuming nicotine.
When I know it's killing me
Acknowledging the harm of nicotine despite continuing its use.
Takin Lexapro with a bit of alcohol to soothe my broken memories
Mentioning the use of Lexapro and alcohol as coping mechanisms for dealing with painful memories.
Is this what I'm meant to be?
Questioning one's purpose and path in life.
She says "I see your unavailable but I can wait till you're ready"
Someone expressing interest but acknowledging the unavailability of the person being addressed.
"Is that a little cliché of me?"
Reflecting on the potential cliché nature of the expressed interest.
My shrink just says "to take your time, relax, slow down, you're doing fine"
Advice from a therapist to take things slowly and relax.
Oh gosh, oh goodness me, oh my
An exclamation of surprise or disbelief.
I think I'm gonna fucking die
An intense emotional reaction, possibly exaggerating the feeling of impending doom.
Cause I take a little bit, one day at time
Approaching life with a day-by-day mindset, possibly related to overcoming challenges.
When I look at my life just passing me by
Reflecting on time passing without a clear sense of direction in life.
And I don't even know if what I'm doing's right
Uncertainty about the correctness of one's actions and choices.
So I toss and I turn every single night
Struggling with inner turmoil, possibly related to decision-making.
They say "Draven do you really know how you feel?"
Others questioning the singer's self-awareness and emotional state.
Let all your scars fade till they heal
Encouragement to let emotional wounds heal over time.
Cause it all takes time, you know it's real
Stressing the importance of patience in the healing process.
Just take a break, you gotta chill
Encouragement to take a break and relax from life's challenges.
She turns to me with those hazel eyes and says
A description of a person with hazel eyes expressing interest in being a source of stimulation.
"Can I be your stimulant?"
The person asking to be a stimulant for the singer.
These words have got me hypnotized
The impact of the words having a captivating effect on the singer.
I said "Can I be your stimulant?"
Repeating the desire to be a stimulant for the singer.
My body's feeling paralyzed
The singer feeling emotionally paralyzed, possibly overwhelmed by the request.
Just please make up your fucking mind
Urging the person to make a decision and not repeat the request.
I'll only say it one more time
A warning that the request to be a stimulant will be stated only once more.
"Can I be your stimulant?"
Reiteration of the request to be a stimulant.
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