friends with the demons under my bed
Embracing Inner Demons: A Journey of Solitude and Reflection
Lyrics
Im friends wit the demons under my bed
I have a relationship with the inner struggles or negative thoughts in my mind.
Talk to them and I don't know what they said
I communicate with these inner demons, but their messages are unclear or confusing.
But
Transition to the next thought or theme.
I jus wanna talk
Expressing a desire for conversation or connection.
Been livin under rocks
Describing a period of isolation or being emotionally closed off.
My minds been blank like a chalkboard with no chalk
Comparing the state of the mind to a blank chalkboard, emphasizing emptiness.
Oh come back my darlin I want you to see
Invoking a desire for someone important to return and witness personal growth or change.
What u been looking for I know it wasn't me
Acknowledging that the speaker may not be what the other person was searching for.
But when I look back all I see are memories
Reflecting on the past, seeing only memories when looking back.
I said I want you dead but
Expressing a strong negative emotion, initially wishing harm to someone.
Ill let u leave instead
Choosing to let the person go instead of causing harm.
Cuz Was it all worth it
Raising a question about the value or significance of the past actions.
To see me die
Questioning if the actions were worth witnessing the speaker's demise.
To ask me why
Pondering the motives behind asking why the speaker is wrong or right.
To ask me if I'm wrong or right
Reflecting on impulsive behavior or actions without careful thought.
Impetuous
Describing a sense of falling into a deep, emotional pit.
Fallin ina abyss
Expressing indifference to negative influences emerging from this emotional abyss.
Cuz I don't care if they crawlin out of it
Not caring about the negative consequences of these influences.
Cuz u the one I miss
Acknowledging a longing for someone special.
Yea U the one im missin
Reiterating the importance of the missed person.
Lost my soul and that's another mission
Referring to losing one's soul as another personal failure.
That I failed
Acknowledging a denial of the reality of the situation.
Deny its real
Emphasizing a refusal to accept the truth.
Tonight I feel
Describing a feeling of emotional intensity in the present moment.
That the demons only ones that's real
Stating that the demons are the only entities perceived as real in the speaker's life.
Cuz at least they're there for me
Highlighting the reliability or constancy of the demons' presence.
At least they're there for me
Repeating the importance of the demons as consistent companions.
Im friends wit the demons under my bed
Repeating the theme of being friends with inner demons.
Talk to them and I don't know what they said
Reiterating communication with these inner struggles.
But
Transitioning to a desire for conversation or connection.
I jus wanna talk
Expressing a longing for communication.
Been livin under rocks
Repeating the theme of isolation and a blank mind.
My minds been blank like a chalkboard with no chalk
Reiterating the emptiness or lack of clarity in the speaker's mind.
But wait for me at the top
Expressing a request to wait for the speaker at the peak of their journey.
Till my body slowly rots
Acknowledging the inevitability of physical decay.
Make a fool of me a lot
Expecting to be taken advantage of or made a fool multiple times.
Sayin that I want too much
Addressing criticism about wanting too much.
Its time for me to let you go
Declaring a readiness to let go of something or someone.
No one wants your demons to show
Expressing a desire for inner struggles or demons to remain hidden.
But u already knew that u already know
Indicating that the person already knows the speaker's thoughts or feelings.
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