Heart Cry
Heart Cry: Navigating the Painful Echoes of Love's Deception
Lyrics
Put my feelings on this paper so I could delete 'em
Expressing emotions on paper as a therapeutic outlet
And after all time I wasted I can’t even flee em
Regret for the time wasted, unable to escape emotions
They told me love was drug but I couldn’t believe it
Doubting the concept of love until experiencing heartbreak
Until I took yo pill and my heart escaped to my sleeve
Taking someone's love and feeling the impact on the heart
I, knew it was over when you told me you ain’t care no more
Realizing the relationship is over, sensing indifference
Weeks on weeks feeling numb my hearts still on the floor
Enduring emotional numbness and lingering heartache
Desperately screaming help while all emotions pour
Expressing desperation for help as emotions overflow
Helplessly screaming help but still asking for more
Seeking help while paradoxically craving more pain
Cuz It’s a messed-up cycle
Acknowledging a dysfunctional cycle in the relationship
And I ain’t never been here before
Navigating unfamiliar territory of depression and inner conflict
Feeling depressed about these struggles while my heart is at war
Struggling with pain caused by the partner
Can’t understand the pain you put me through
Unable to comprehend the pain inflicted
I’m numb at the touch
Feeling emotionally numb and detached
My confidence is ruined even still I can’t give it up
Self-esteem damaged, yet unable to break free
Sometimes I wish I don’t but can’t believe I still give a fuck
Conflicted emotions about caring despite the desire not to
Feel like you took all of my heart ran over it with a truck
Metaphorically feeling like the heart was crushed
Somehow the pain wasn’t enough
Surprisingly, the pain isn't a sufficient deterrent
I fell in love with your touch
Falling in love with the partner's touch
Used the feelings as a knife but
Using emotions as a weapon, words as a crutch
Used your words as a crutch
Dependence on the partner's words for support
Wish I could let go
Repeating the desire to let go of the broken pieces
Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
-(Uh)
Expression of emotional distress
My vision blurry
Blurry vision symbolizing confusion and pain
Can’t see the pain with my vision
Difficulty seeing the pain due to emotional division
It’s 'prolly cuz I’ve been feeling division
Describing emotional turmoil and being stuck in a cycle
There ain’t no blood but it’s spilling
-My body aching revealing
-Thoughts and emotions I'm feeling
-Stuck in a cycle I’m spinning
-Torn all the cards I was dealing with
-It’s hard to smile when it feel like yo happiness peeling
Struggling to maintain happiness
Like you know that the pain will hurt but it just looks so appealing
Attracted to pain despite knowing its consequences
And it’s hard to meditate when all the pain is still healing
Difficulty finding peace while healing
Like all emotions tearing at you, you try to conceal it
Attempting to hide emotions but feeling torn
Frustrated by the expectations that I’m facing
Frustration with societal expectations
Frustrated by the memories that I erase and
Struggling with erasing painful memories
Hitting relapse after relapse and the clock is racing
Experiencing repeated setbacks and time pressure
Gave you all my love at once I guess I’m kinda bad at pacing
Giving love entirely but struggling with timing
I ain’t want to, but I did
Reluctantly trusting others despite past betrayals
I put my trust in people now they all up off the grid
Feeling judged by family and friends for life choices
So-called family and friends, they always judging how I live
Facing consequences for breaking societal norms
Simply cuz I ate the fruit of which I was forbid
Reference to biblical forbidden fruit as a metaphor
Wish I could let go
Continued desire to let go of broken pieces
Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
-It’s not too late for you
Expressing enduring love despite hardships
Through all of this shit, I still had plans for you
-Through all of this shit, I can’t abandon you
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
Reiteration of the wish to let go
Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-Wish I could let go
-The pieces that you broke
Final mention of broken pieces, signifying ongoing struggle
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