Lyrics
(Hahahaha, Nick, you're stupid)
Introductory laughter, possibly addressing someone named Nick as "stupid."
(Census, what you cookin'?)
Asking someone named Census what they are cooking.
I did it all to myself, uh
Expressing self-blame for actions or choices.
I did this all to myself
Reiterating responsibility for personal actions.
I didn't blame you for that shit, I keep on blaming myself
Acknowledging self-blame instead of blaming others.
I need my happiness, so pushing you away might help me, oh-oh
Expressing a need for happiness and considering distancing from someone to achieve it.
When you're war-torn and your heart don't work
Describing a state of emotional distress and a malfunctioning heart.
Like it used to, but you make it work
Adapting to a changed heart condition.
It's what you're used too
Acknowledging familiarity with the cycle of emotional pain.
I know the cycle hurts
Acknowledging the painful nature of the emotional cycle.
It hurt me too, but I got away
Having experienced the pain but managed to escape.
My universe don't feel the same (same)
Feeling a change in one's universe, a shift in perception.
Who knew it'd hurt?
Reflecting on the unexpected pain of falling in love.
Fallin' in love
Expressing vulnerability and the reluctance to fall in love again.
I can never fall again, it's just not feeling the same
Declaring the impossibility of falling in love again due to changed feelings.
Turned me to a different person
Noting a transformation into a different person.
Am I in your brain sometimes?
Questioning if one occupies the thoughts of another person.
Can't change my mind, and this bitch says she cut her veins sometimes
Referring to someone self-harming and expressing hope for positive change.
And I'm hoping you can change my life
Expressing a desire for someone to positively impact one's life.
And I know you'll be fine, I did it all on my own
Asserting independence and taking responsibility for personal actions.
I'm hopin' you can see my vision
Expressing hope that someone can understand one's vision or perspective.
Lil' shawty tried to do me crazy, couldn't leave her alone
Recalling a challenging relationship and difficulty in ending it.
Oh, you're my weakness
Referring to someone as a weakness, with physical and emotional effects.
Heart beat faster, anxious
Describing physiological responses to love, including a faster heartbeat.
Love cause all types of aches and pains
Highlighting the various pains and challenges associated with love.
I'm just tryna get rid of it
Expressing a desire to eliminate the negative aspects of love.
I did it all to myself, uh
Reiterating self-blame for personal choices or actions.
I did this all to myself
Acknowledging responsibility for personal decisions and their consequences.
I didn't blame you for that shit, I keep on blaming myself
Continuing to blame oneself rather than others.
I need my happiness, so pushing you away might help me, oh-oh
Expressing a need for happiness and considering distancing from someone to achieve it (repeated).
When you're war-torn and your heart don't work
Describing emotional turmoil and a dysfunctional heart (repeated).
Like it used to, but you make it work
Adapting to a changed heart condition (repeated).
It's what you're used too
Acknowledging familiarity with the cycle of emotional pain (repeated).
I know the cycle hurts
Acknowledging the painful nature of the emotional cycle (repeated).
It hurt me too, but I got away
Having experienced the pain but managed to escape (repeated).
My universe don't feel the same (same)
Feeling a change in one's universe, a shift in perception (repeated).
Who knew it'd hurt?
Reflecting on the unexpected pain of falling in love (repeated).
Fallin' in love
Expressing vulnerability and the reluctance to fall in love again (repeated).
Who knew it'd hurt?
Reiterating the surprise and pain of falling in love (repeated).
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