Lyrics
I drown in your pain
The speaker feels overwhelmed by the pain associated with someone else.
(Nothing left to say I had to walk away)
Expressing a lack of words to convey, necessitating departure from the situation.
The bitter taste of suffocation
Describing the bitter sensation of being suffocated emotionally.
The sickness you gave
Referring to being affected by the sickness inflicted by another person.
(Poison in my veins, the conduit of pain)
Feeling poisoned by the pain caused, becoming a channel for suffering.
You feed on sorrow of your creation
The other person thrives on causing sorrow and pain.
You wanna know what it's like
Curiosity about experiencing internal turmoil firsthand.
To break from the inside
Desire to understand the sensation of breaking emotionally.
You wanna know how it feels to hold something real
Wishing to feel something genuine and substantial.
Blurring the lines while I burn on the inside
Feeling inner conflict while the speaker suffers internally.
Held by a thread 'til it all comes back
Being barely held together until everything resurfaces.
('Til it all comes back again)
Anticipating the return of past emotions or experiences.
Bind to my pain
Asking to share the speaker's pain.
Repair the fractures in my face
Wanting the fractures in the persona to be healed.
(in my face)
Emphasizing the physical manifestation of emotional damage.
Search for the strength 'til it all comes back again
Striving to regain strength until the past resurfaces.
I slip from the edge
Slipping away from the brink of an emotional breakdown.
(Close my eyes and descend I keep falling again)
Closing off from the world, descending into a repetitive cycle of falling.
Can't stand this feeling, but can't replace it
Unable to bear the feeling but unable to find a substitute.
I can't see an end
Feeling lost without a visible end to the suffering.
(Losing all my breath, so close to death)
Struggling to breathe, feeling dangerously close to emotional demise.
Don't know how much longer I can take it
Uncertainty about enduring the pain much longer.
You wanna know what it's like
Reiterating the desire to understand inner turmoil.
To break from the inside
Yearning to comprehend the sensation of internal breaking.
You wanna know how it feels to hold something real
Seeking to experience something genuine and tangible.
Blurring the lines while I burn on the inside
Struggling internally while lines between emotions blur.
Held by a thread 'til it all comes back
Being barely held together until everything resurfaces.
('Til it all comes back again)
Anticipating the return of past emotions or experiences.
Bind to my pain
Requesting empathy and understanding for the speaker's pain.
Repair the fractures in my face
Desiring the healing of emotional wounds.
(in my face)
Emphasizing the physical manifestation of emotional damage.
Search for the strength 'til it all comes back again
Striving to regain strength until the past resurfaces.
Again
Emphasizing the repetitive nature of the emotional turmoil.
(It's all falling apart, it's all falling apart
Expressing the feeling of everything falling apart, attributing blame.
I put the blame on you, I put the pressure on me)
Placing blame on the other person and oneself for the situation.
It's all in your head
Asserting that the turmoil is a creation of the mind.
Your head
Reiterating that the turmoil exists within the mind.
It's all in your head
Affirming that the chaos is a product of the mind.
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