Lyrics
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
Experiencing a profound loss or emotional trauma when witnessing someone bleed.
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
Expressing the importance of the person, but acknowledging the need to communicate difficult truths.
Both of my hands are tied and I’m sorry you had to wait so long
Feeling helpless and apologetic for delayed actions due to personal limitations.
I could have done better if I tried
Regret for not putting in enough effort, recognizing the potential for improvement.
And I just can’t convince myself I’m doing better than last night
Struggling with self-deception about personal progress since the previous night.
Because I just lay awake in the dark and sat and listened to you cry
Experiencing insomnia while emotionally connected to someone's pain.
And I’ve never hated myself more and thats why
Expressing self-loathing after witnessing another's suffering.
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
Reiteration of the impact of the traumatic event on the narrator.
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
Reaffirming the importance of the person, despite difficult circumstances.
I’m sorry
Simple apology, possibly for the emotional turmoil caused.
You know how I’m feeling
Acknowledging emotional struggle and difficulty in expressing true feelings.
Because all I do is hold back and conceal things
Describing a pattern of holding back and concealing emotions.
So tell me why the fuck I’m not healing
Questioning the lack of healing despite efforts to understand and cope.
I’m tired and I’m sick of this feeling
Expressing weariness and frustration with the persisting emotional state.
Like you said
Referring to a previous statement about avoiding problems by running away mentally.
I'm running away from every problem that’s just in my head
Acknowledging the existence of personal problems.
And I know they are
Reflecting on withheld information from the person addressed.
I held back and kept myself from telling you everything that I should have
Distance and difficulty in fully expressing oneself despite the person's presence.
But you’re here so far
Feeling emotionally distant despite physical closeness.
I'll look down, to find no strength in myself to feel alive and to try and help
Struggling to find strength to feel alive and help both oneself and the other person.
I'll hold you close, our empty bodies lie together in your bed
Describing physical closeness with the person in a bed.
I tried my best to help you bloom, just like those flowers that we grew from my arms
Attempting to nurture and support the person, using the metaphor of growing flowers from one's arms.
The ones that bled
Referring to the emotional pain symbolized by bleeding flowers.
I’m sorry
Repeating a simple apology for the emotional turmoil caused.
You know how I’m feeling
Reiteration of emotional struggle and difficulty in expressing true feelings.
Because all I do is hold back and conceal things
Describing a pattern of holding back and concealing emotions.
So tell me why the fuck I’m not healing
Questioning the lack of healing despite efforts to understand and cope.
I’m tired and I’m sick of this feeling
Expressing weariness and frustration with the persisting emotional state.
I’m sorry
Repeating a simple apology, possibly for the emotional turmoil caused.
You know how I’m feeling
Reiteration of emotional struggle and difficulty in expressing true feelings.
Because all I do is hold back and conceal things
Describing a pattern of holding back and concealing emotions.
So tell me why the fuck I’m not healing
Questioning the lack of healing despite efforts to understand and cope.
I’m tired and I’m sick of this feeling
Expressing weariness and frustration with the persisting emotional state.
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
Reiteration of the impact of the traumatic event on the narrator.
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
Reaffirming the importance of the person, despite difficult circumstances.
Something died inside of me that night when I just watched you bleed
Reiteration of the impact of the traumatic event on the narrator.
I hope you know how much you mean, but I still have to let you know
Reaffirming the importance of the person, despite difficult circumstances.
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