ISO
Dying Inside: Unveiling the Soul Struggles in Dylan Joshua's ISO
Lyrics
Failed the test
Experiencing failure in a test or challenge.
When's the test?
Expressing uncertainty about when the next test will occur.
I just rest in my room with the sess
Finding solace in one's room while using marijuana (sess).
Man they think that I'm possessed
Feeling misunderstood or judged by others who believe the speaker is possessed.
What's some time to a man who be dying all inside?
Reflecting on the insignificance of time for someone struggling internally.
Tell a lie
Engaging in deception or falsehood.
Then I sleep up on my back
Adopting a vulnerable posture while contemplating life.
Flippin' kicks, make a stack
Generating income by trading sneakers and accumulating wealth.
Then invest in the raps
Allocating resources into the development of rap skills.
No life in the trap
Rejecting a life immersed in a dangerous environment, such as the trap (street life).
Whole life, holding back
Holding back or restraining oneself throughout life.
If die in the nights don't feel too bad
Accepting the possibility of dying at night without excessive regret.
My life don't make an effect
Feeling that one's life doesn't have a significant impact or influence.
It ain't really making sense
Expressing a sense of confusion or lack of coherence in life.
I don't even make a cent
Facing financial struggles and not earning much.
Waiting on cheques
Anticipating financial support, possibly through paychecks.
Ain't no room for old me, who thought this was best
Feeling excluded or displaced from a situation perceived as the best.
I could blend with the blue then survive like the rest
Contemplating adapting to the surroundings to survive like others.
I could live in past then I cry for the next
Choosing to dwell on past experiences and feeling sorrow for the future.
I know, I sold my soul
Acknowledging a perceived compromise or sacrifice of personal values or integrity.
ISO
ISO could be interpreted as "In Search Of," suggesting a quest or journey for something.
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