Lyrics
As I ponder my
Reflecting on my
Thoughts and fears and life
Contemplating worries and existence
I stand tempted to throw it all away
Feeling tempted to abandon everything
So I sit and I
Sitting and gradually losing sanity
Slowly lose my mind
Searching for indications of your presence
Look for signs of you
Longing to experience those feelings again
Just to feel it again
Craving the emotional connection
Need to find my way back home again
Yearning to return to my origin
A place where I can feel myself again
Seeking a space to rediscover my true self
Leave the world behind and start again
Leaving behind the external chaos for a fresh start
Need to find my way back home again
Desiring to find my way back home
As I gather myself I know that I
Acknowledging the ongoing struggle
Still stand tempted to throw it all away
Despite knowing, still tempted to give up
So I sit and I
Sitting and observing life passing by
Watch the world pass by
Seeking signs of your influence
Look for signs of you
Longing for the emotional experience once more
Just to feel it again
(Refrain/Instrumental)
Another lonely day
Enduring another day of solitude
As the sunlight turns to haze
As the brightness transforms into obscurity
I'm calling you to say
Reaching out to express
I miss you I'm OK
Missing you but assuring that I'm coping
It's hard for me to say
Struggling to articulate my feelings
I feel so far away
Sensing a profound emotional distance
Soon one of these days
Anticipating the imminent return
I'll be back home to stay
Confident of returning home permanently
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