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Naturally some people throw dirt upon my name
Naturally, some individuals tarnish my reputation by spreading negative information about me.
I got people pretending that sometimes they feel the same
I have people who pretend to understand or empathize with my feelings occasionally.
And all these people playing games
Many individuals are engaging in deceitful or manipulative behavior.
So many people playing games
There are numerous people participating in deceitful behavior or mind games.
Look, I've got no idea what I've become or where I've even been
I am unsure about my current identity or the path I have taken.
I've been feeling low, babe, I'm miserable as sin
Feeling extremely unhappy and miserable.
And I'm about to knock your door down, you better let me in
Expressing a strong desire to confront someone or make my presence known.
'Cause I need to tell you something, but where do I begin?
Struggling to find the right way to begin expressing something important.
Okay, I'm jealous
Admitting to feeling envious of someone or something.
And jealousy, it seeps out my every pore
Jealousy is a pervasive emotion for me, evident in everything I do.
Not because of someone in particular
My jealousy isn't directed at a specific person.
Just because sometimes I fall short of who I claim to be
Occasionally, I don't meet the standards I set for myself, leading to jealousy.
And surely there's someone better than me
I believe there's always someone superior to me waiting to replace me.
Queuing up behind me 'til I fall, waiting in my shoes
Others are eagerly waiting for my failure, hoping to take my place.
They would love to be here next to you
They desire to be in the position next to you (the person being addressed).
I know they would, I know it's true
I'm convinced that they (others) would appreciate being in your presence just like I do.
Because I do, I know that I do
Acknowledging that my feelings are genuine and I truly care for you.
And babe, I sometimes can't even look at you
At times, I find it difficult to look at you due to the jealousy I feel.
Because the way they look at you is too similar
Because the way others look at you resembles how I feel, causing discomfort.
Man, we're so familiar
We share such a strong bond that it feels like I know you intimately.
I could write your signature
I'm so familiar with you that I could imitate your signature.
Swear I'm like your prisoner
Feeling constrained or captivated by the relationship.
Let me make it simpler
Let me simplify my feelings for you.
I'm writing all this literature for you
I'm expressing my emotions and thoughts through various writings dedicated to you.
I'm jealous, I'm jealous over you
Reiterating the feeling of jealousy towards you.
I don't blame myself, but I'm jealous
I don't solely attribute blame to myself for feeling jealous.
And I'm jealous
Once again expressing the overpowering feeling of jealousy.
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