Freak Jesus
Freak Jesus: A Soul's Struggle in the Shadows
Lyrics
Shiny like tomorrow but dead as yesterday
Describing a facade of brightness in the future contrasted with the lifelessness of the past.
Moulded thoughts drowned in human day
Expressing the drowning of original thoughts in the mundane routines of human existence.
Hand of claustrophobia tears my soul apart
Feeling suffocated by a sense of confinement, symbolizing a struggle within.
Depression seems to be my only friend
Depicting a sense of isolation and a connection with depression as the sole companion.
Trapped in human patterns like a sculpture made of stone
Being trapped in societal expectations, feeling unyielding like a stone sculpture.
Millions of people but I'm still alone
Despite the multitude of people, a profound sense of loneliness prevails.
Silence surrounds me I can't communicate at all
Experiencing silence and an inability to communicate effectively.
Talking to me is like talking to a wall
Conveying a feeling of being unheard, akin to talking to an indifferent wall.
Without tears it's hard to cry
Highlighting the difficulty of expressing emotions without tears.
Too numb to be alive
Expressing emotional numbness, making it challenging to feel truly alive.
In a world shaded grey
Describing a world characterized by shades of grey, lacking vibrancy.
For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself
Fearing pain and the essence of life itself, leading to a constrained existence.
I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all
Concealing oneself within their soul, posing as an enigma to others.
You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy
Facing a desire from others to witness suffering, rejecting the role of an enemy.
Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all
Expressing a sense of solitude and sacrifice, being crucified for others.
I've been embraced by the nails of fate
Metaphorically being held captive by the inevitable forces of destiny.
Years and years of pain my life's been coloured grey
Describing a life marked by prolonged pain and a pervasive grey hue.
Pain and misery no more agony
Anticipating relief from pain and misery, a yearning for an end to suffering.
I'm nailed to your cross I hear your laughter inside of me
Feeling mocked and laughed at, possibly by external forces or inner demons.
Trapped in a pose that's gone too far like Jesus I bleed
Symbolizing a state of deep vulnerability, bleeding like Jesus on the metaphorical cross.
Without tears it's hard to cry
Reiterating the challenge of expressing emotions without tears.
Too numb to be alive
Persisting emotional numbness, hindering a full experience of life.
In a world shaded grey
Repeating the description of a world characterized by shades of grey.
For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself
Reiterating the fear of pain and the existential fear constraining one's life.
I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all
Persisting theme of hiding within one's soul, presenting a puzzle to others.
You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy
Facing a desire from others to witness suffering, rejecting the role of an enemy (repeated).
Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all
Reiterating the sense of solitude and sacrifice, being crucified for others (repeated).
I've been embraced by the nails of fate
Repeating the metaphor of being embraced by the inescapable nails of fate.
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