Lyrics
It's hard to be yourself when you by yourself
Struggling to maintain authenticity when alone
I just need some help
Seeking assistance or support
Said I needed you but you just up and left
Expressing a need for someone who left unexpectedly
All my friends agree that you're just something else
Friends' consensus about the uniqueness or complexity of the person
And you just can't imagine how I feel
Difficulty comprehending the emotional state
I need something new said I need something else
Desire for change or something different
Had a plan for the L but you handing out them Ls right now
Anticipated failure turned into present defeat
And this ain't something I can tell right now
Difficulty in disclosing the current situation
And I just find it funny how you can waste time
Reflecting on wasted time
You said tears hurt but making me cry
Contradictory statement about pain caused by someone else
Eyes so red
Physical manifestation of distress
I said I'm so mislead
Feeling misled or misguided
And I just find it funny how I'm all alone
Sense of isolation and abandonment
Girl it's cold and it's snowing hear the wind blowing through my mind
Metaphorical depiction of loneliness
I used to think of you like all the time
Prioritizing thoughts about someone in the past
I been reminiscing kinda missing you
Nostalgia and yearning for the past relationship
Up in my position I just don't know what I'm supposed to do
Confusion about the appropriate course of action
I been feeling distant like from everything
Feeling disconnected from everything
Girl I get it I'm not everything to you no more
Realization of reduced significance in someone's life
But it's feeling like a piece of me so broke
Emotional damage due to perceived loss
And it's missing
Feeling of a missing part
Baby I'm just reminiscing
Revisiting memories and emotions associated with the past
Aww yeah yeah
Expression of emotional pain and longing
You would be doing the same if you been through all this pain
Belief that others would react similarly given the painful experience
Aww yeah
Reiteration of shared pain
Listen–That's my heart breaking just the other day
Highlighting recent emotional turmoil
You had text me and I told you I was on the way
Recollection of a past encounter and a subsequent promise
You was looking funny looked the other way
Observing discomfort or unease in the other person
Said you feeling something that you couldn't even really say
Recognizing unspoken emotions
I said say it bae
Encouraging verbalization of emotions
It took like a hour but you looked me in my face and said think I need a change
Delay in expressing the need for change
I said grab your clothes
Suggesting readiness to leave together
You just laughed at me
Receiving a dismissive response
I said girl what's funny then you told me it was time to go
Realization of impending separation
Even when you thinking man you never know
Uncertainty despite contemplation
I got something for you girl you got to know
Promising something significant
I thought we was something girl but now I know
Recognition of a changed perspective on the relationship
Now I'm just stuck
Feeling trapped or immobilized emotionally
I been reminiscing kinda missing you
Continued longing for the past relationship
Up in my position I just don't know what I'm supposed to do
Reiteration of confusion about the next steps
I been feeling distant like from everything
Emotional disconnection from surroundings
Girl I get it I'm not everything to you no more
Acceptance of reduced importance in someone's life
But it's feeling like a piece of me so broke
Perception of internal brokenness due to the loss
And it's missing
Feeling of absence or emptiness
Baby I'm just reminiscing
Continued reflection on past memories
You would be doing the same if you been through all this pain
Assumption of shared pain due to similar experiences
All of this pain
Emphasis on the magnitude of emotional suffering
All of this pain
Reiteration of intense emotional pain
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