Heavy
Embracing Darkness: Edgewood Heavy's Soulful Descent into Desire
Lyrics
Servin' drinks for strangers
Serving drinks to unknown people to cover financial obligations.
Just to pay my bills
Working to pay necessary expenses.
I spent my nights in the darkness
Spending nights in darkness, likely metaphorical, indicating a bleak or troubled period.
The only lights them pills
Dependence on pills as a source of illumination or relief in the darkness.
I feel the heat of the fire
Sensing the intensity of something powerful (fire) without directly perceiving it.
But I don't see no flame
Despite feeling something intense, the explicit visual manifestation isn't present.
It's just a burning desire
Strong passion or ambition burning within.
That's running through these veins
This intense desire flows through the person.
I gotta tell ya now, it feels
The sensation is notably burdensome or weighty.
So heavy
Reiterating the heaviness of the feeling.
So heavy
-So heavy
-So heavy
-I gave all my love
Having given all one's love and commitment.
I even sold my soul
A metaphorical expression of extreme sacrifice, implying a loss of integrity or values.
I shared a kiss with the devil
Having engaged in something dark or morally questionable.
Ooh, her lips so cold
Describing an experience with something alluring but ultimately chilling.
I drank the juice
Consuming or partaking in something intense or significant.
I sipped the wine
Engaging lightly with something meaningful or pleasurable.
I found the truth
Discovering a truth or realization, coinciding with a loss of mental stability.
And at the same time I lost my mind
Experiencing a complex mix of emotions - truth, loss, and instability.
So heavy
Emphasizing the weightiness or heaviness of the situation or emotions.
So heavy
-So heavy
-So heavy
-So heavy
-So heavy
-So heavy
-So heavy
-Expressing the experience of a mental collapse or emotional breakdown.
Havin' a nervous breakdown
-A breakdown
Reiterating the breakdown, specifically a nervous breakdown, within the mind.
Havin' a nervous breakdown
-In my mind
Stating the breakdown occurring internally, within one's thoughts.
A breakdown
Continued emphasis on the nervous breakdown within.
Havin' a nervous breakdown
-A breakdown
-Havin' a nervous breakdown
-And it feels
The breakdown and the weightiness of the situation are strongly felt.
So Heavy
Reaffirming the heavy and burdensome nature of the experience.
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