October
October Echoes: Navigating Change and Healing Through Autumn's Embrace
Lyrics
Wake up in the morning and I'm not who I used to be
Waking up in the morning and experiencing a sense of self-transformation.
The days are getting tired, my breathings getting heavy
Feeling fatigue and breathlessness as the days pass.
I been reading and re-rereading that letter you left on my bed
Reflecting on and repeatedly reading a letter left on the bed.
Three months gone by now all I've got are three words I wish I never said
Regretting the utterance of three words from the past three months.
Lately I've been a bit of a mess
Currently facing emotional turmoil and chaos.
Gotta wait out this loneliness
Enduring loneliness and waiting for it to pass.
Leaves start falling, it's october again
Observing the arrival of October with falling leaves.
Well I'm closed off, I'm caving in and I can't fall asleep to the lonesome sound
Isolating oneself emotionally and struggling to sleep amid solitude.
Of a room so full of emptiness with these cold tall buildings all around
Describing a room filled with emptiness and surrounded by tall buildings.
And so I'll get out of this city, just for today and tomorrow
Expressing the intention to leave the city temporarily for self-discovery.
I'm gonna take the time to find the parts of me that I let you borrow
Determined to reclaim lost aspects of oneself borrowed by someone else.
Oh but I don't wanna spend no time at all
Expressing reluctance to spend time reminiscing about the past.
Thinking about the way that we were last fall
Avoiding thoughts about the previous fall and the relationship.
Lately I've been a bit of a mess
Reiterating the current state of emotional distress.
Gotta wait out this loneliness
Enduring loneliness and waiting for it to subside.
Leaves start falling, it's october
Noting the arrival of October with falling leaves.
And I wanna drive north now
Expressing the desire to travel north to escape from the crowd.
Get away from this whole crowd
Seeking solitude as a means to forget or learn to cope.
I'll forget you or learn how
Expressing the intention to move forward and let go.
I wanna walk to dirt roads
Yearning for simplicity by wanting to walk on dirt roads.
I wanna feel the woodstove
Longing for a rustic experience, symbolized by a woodstove.
I wanna breath slow
Desiring a slower pace of life and a chance to breathe.
Oh but I don't wanna waste all of my time
Expressing the reluctance to waste time on thoughts of the past.
Thinking about the way that we were last fall
Avoiding dwelling on the memories of the previous fall and relationship.
Lately I've been a bit of a mess
Reiterating the current state of emotional turmoil.
Waiting out this loneliness
Continuing to wait for the loneliness to dissipate.
Leaves start falling
Observing the falling leaves as a recurring theme in October.
Lately I've been a bit of a mess
Reaffirming the ongoing struggle with emotional distress.
Waiting out this loneliness
Continuing to endure and wait for the loneliness to fade.
When leaves start falling, it's october again
Emphasizing the recurrence of emotional challenges with the arrival of October.
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