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I see you waiting, but I'm not ready
I am aware that you are waiting for me, but I am not prepared
To take that first step towards home
I am not ready to take the initial step towards home
So please be patient, God knows I'm trying
Kindly be patient because I am making an effort, although it's challenging
But these good intentions are not enough
My well-meaning intentions alone are insufficient
You've pulled back your veil, laid it all on the line
You have revealed your true self, sharing everything, but I have turned away and avoided facing it
But I've turned my back and covered my eyes
I have intentionally ignored the truth by turning my back and covering my eyes
Please, please, please, please cripple me
I am expressing a desire to be incapacitated in some way, preventing me from continually avoiding
So I cannot keep running away
I wish to be crippled so that I can't escape or run away anymore
Away from you
This running away refers to avoiding a deeper connection with you
I'm walking on a wire, but you're holding it steady
Although I am walking a precarious path, your support keeps me stable
You're taking me higher, but I'm getting heavy
You are elevating me, but the burden is becoming overwhelming
Just give me some time, I am almost a man
Requesting understanding and time to mature into a more complete individual
Without you by my side, I don't know who I am
Expressing uncertainty about my identity without your presence
Please, please, please, please cripple me
Reiterating the desire to be incapacitated to stop running away from a meaningful connection
So I cannot keep running away
Reiterating the wish to be crippled to halt the pattern of avoidance
Away from you
Repeating the theme of running away from a significant connection
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