Mess
Embracing Chaos: Eleri Ward's 'Mess' Unveils the Beauty in Imperfection
Lyrics
I think I just made things complicated
I have complicated things.
For nobody else other than myself
These complications are solely for myself, not for anyone else.
I know that it's wrong but that's why I want it
I acknowledge that it's not right, but that's what I desire.
I'd rather love and be lost than sit on the shelf
I prefer to experience love and loss rather than remain inactive.
I like the way it feels when you do me wrong and walk away
I enjoy the sensation of being wronged and watching you leave.
I like the way it feels when I should go but I wanna stay
I like the conflicting emotions when I should leave but choose to stay.
I like the way it feels when you're slippin' off my dress
The sensation of you undressing me is appealing to me.
I like the way it feels when I'm a mess
I find pleasure in the feeling of being a mess.
You call me too late but I'm comin' over
Even though I know you're not good for me, I come over when you call late.
Though I know you're no good, you feel good to me
Your presence feels good to me despite your negative qualities.
I wish I could say that I wasn't sober,
I wish I could deny being sober, but I am fully aware of the harm.
But I'm well aware of the injury
I am conscious of the damage caused.
I like the way it feels when you do me wrong and walk away
The feeling of you doing me wrong and leaving is strangely enjoyable.
I like the way it feels when I should go but I wanna stay
I like the inner conflict of wanting to stay when I should leave.
I like the way it feels when you're slippin' off my dress
The act of you undressing me is pleasurable.
I like the way it feels when I'm a mess
I find satisfaction in being a mess.
Been so long since I felt anything (Oh oh)
It's been a long time since I felt any emotion.
And you can't give me the things that I need (Oh oh)
You can't provide what I need.
I wanna think you can change because of me (Oh oh)
I want to believe you can change for me, despite evidence suggesting otherwise.
So I keep lying to myself and let it bleed
I deceive myself and let the pain continue.
I'd rather be messed up than bored so...
I prefer being messed up over being bored.
I like the way it feels when you do me wrong and walk away
The sensation of being wronged and abandoned is appealing.
I like the way it feels when I should go but I wanna stay
I like the internal struggle of wanting to stay despite the urge to leave.
I like the way it feels when you're slippin' off my dress
The act of undressing is enjoyable.
I like the way it feels when I'm a mess
I find satisfaction in being a mess.
And I'm mess
I am a mess.
I like the way it feels
I find pleasure in the feeling of being a mess.
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