Hellmouth
Navigating the Abyss: Eleventyseven's Hellmouth Revelation
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Take a breath find a safe space
Feeling overwhelmed, seeking a moment of calm
I'm a panic attack when you meditate
Causing anxiety or stress during meditation
Got me second guessing every quest that I'm taking
Doubting decisions and choices
Till I took a slip, fell into the well
Metaphorically falling into a challenging situation
Self medication
Using substances to cope with difficulties
I just want the fame for the fame's sake
Desiring fame for its own sake
Here I go again strappin' atom bombs to my namesake
Reckless behavior, potentially harmful
I know I am just what I am, but can I get my therapist to see me more
Seeking more understanding from a therapist
Than just a six on the enneagram
Desiring deeper recognition beyond a personality type
You're the one crawling out of the hellmouth
Someone emerging from a difficult situation
Megatons coming straight from the meltdown
Massive challenges arising from a crisis
Turning all my godsends into hellhounds
Positive situations turning negative
Guess I got to get my heart right
Recognizing the need for emotional healing
With the way the truth and the fist fight
Struggling with the truth and internal conflicts
I'm just like, they say it only take a teaspoon of water to drown
Acknowledging the risk of drowning in negativity
But I've been gulping down oceans, only choking on what I put my hope in
Focusing on the wrong sources of hope
Suffered a nervous breakdown
Experiencing a mental health crisis
Bringing Christmas Eve back to Halloween Town
Metaphorically combining two contrasting holidays
I expend a lot of energy hiding all this crisis behind my eyes
Hiding personal struggles energetically
It's why I'm traveling back into black holes
Engaging in self-destructive patterns
Neil DeGrasse Tyson
Referencing a scientific figure in relation to personal struggles
You're the one crawling out of the hellmouth
Reiteration of emerging from a challenging situation
Megatons coming straight from the meltdown
Continuation of overwhelming challenges
Turning all my godsends into hellhounds
Positive aspects turning negative
You're the one crawling out of the hellmouth
Repeated theme of overcoming difficulties
Megatons coming straight from the meltdown
Continued struggle and challenges
Turning all my godsends into hellhounds
Transformation of positive elements into negative forces
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