Curfew
Imperfect Harmony: Eli Sostre's Reflection on Love and Struggle
Lyrics
Too much to juggle, I cannot love you
Expressing difficulty in managing multiple responsibilities, making it challenging to love someone.
I spend my time out here, missin' out curfew
Spending time outside beyond the designated curfew, possibly indicating a rebellious or unconventional lifestyle.
I make decisions about you, I'm nervous
Feeling anxious or uneasy about making decisions concerning the person being addressed.
I used to pop one or two, when I was hurtin'
Referring to the use of substances (popping pills) as a coping mechanism when experiencing emotional pain.
Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
Repeated acknowledgment of personal imperfection.
Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-Baby, this shit solid
Stating that the situation or relationship is stable and reliable.
I made my money in silence
Having earned money quietly or discreetly.
They just don't know where to find her
Referring to someone, possibly the person being addressed, who is elusive or hard to find.
He don't like the lights, blind them
Describing discomfort with bright lights, suggesting a preference for privacy or a desire to remain unnoticed.
She like the wine, get finer
Indicating that the person enjoys wine and becomes more refined with it.
No I don't want no problems
Expressing a desire to avoid problems or conflicts.
Baby girl, I can't solve it
Stating inability to solve or resolve an issue concerning the addressed person.
I might just call my mama
Mentioning the possibility of seeking comfort or advice from one's mother.
'Cause I'm still tryna figure this out
Expressing ongoing difficulty in understanding or figuring out a situation.
I still don't give in, even when they givin' it out
Maintaining resilience even when faced with challenges or criticism.
They ain't show me no love 'cause you really showin' out
Not receiving love or recognition despite putting effort into the situation.
It's been too long, tell me what you want now
Asking the person being addressed to communicate their desires or intentions after a prolonged period of uncertainty.
Too much to juggle, I cannot love you
Repetition of lines 1-8.
I spend my time out here, missin' out curfew
-I make decisions about you, I'm nervous
-I used to pop one or two, when I was hurtin'
-Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-Baby, you know I'm not perfect, no
-(I know, you know, I tried
Conveying an acknowledgment of efforts made, an affirmation of genuine love, and a plea for acceptance despite imperfections.
I'm saving it all
-I'm making good love to you
-You take me as I am
-I can't make this shit up
-I can't make this shit up)
Reinforcing the sincerity and truthfulness of the preceding statements.
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