Spiders
Arachnid Vengeance: Unraveling Betrayal in Ellysse Mason's Melody
Lyrics
Personally I hate all of your excuses I've waited on your patience
Expressing dislike for excuses and waiting for patience from someone
caught myself taking note of all the places with no surveillence
Noting places without surveillance, possibly seeking privacy or freedom
I used to worship your ideas and how you made a crowd
Previously admired ideas and crowd influence, now disillusioned
now I just hope you choke every time you speak out loud
Wishing discomfort for the person whenever they speak
so many versions of you I would kill if I had the chance
Multiple negative versions of the person, expressing strong dislike
so many nights I spent plotting how to frame your friends
Planning harm against the person's friends due to resentment
oh how I wish it was pretend
Expressing a desire for the situation to be imaginary or not real
I've been hoping for some inspiration
Seeking inspiration, perhaps to cope with the challenging relationship
don't owe you an explanation
Rejecting the need to provide an explanation to the person
oh my god I hope that you don't fall
Wishing harm or downfall upon the person
I wanna cover you in spiders and throw you down the stairs
Expressing a violent desire to harm the person with spiders
just so you don't ask me if I still really care
Willingness to go to extreme lengths to avoid being asked about caring
I hope I'm in your nightmares does that make me a freak?
Questioning if being in someone's nightmares is abnormal
I wanna treat you like you treated me
Desire to treat the person in a manner reflecting how they were treated
tell me if I'm speaking out of line or going overboard
Seeking feedback on the appropriateness of expressions and emotions
expressing how I feel is the only therapy I can afford
Describing expression of feelings as a therapeutic outlet
I tried to play the character you wrote for me but I got bored
Rejection of a prescribed role, expressing boredom
so damn bored
Emphasizing the burden of expectations
heavy was the expectation
Feeling weighed down by expectations
all your rules they test my patience
Frustration with rules testing patience
oh my god I hope that you don't fall
Reiteration of a desire for the person's downfall
I wanna cover you in spiders and throw you down the stairs
Repetition of a violent desire involving spiders
just so you don't ask me if I still really care
Repeating the avoidance of being asked about caring
I hope I'm in your nightmares does that make me a freak?
Questioning the perception of being a freak for haunting someone's nightmares
I wanna treat you like you treated me
Reiteration of the desire to treat the person as they were treated
I'm gonna tie you to a bedpost just watch me burn it down
Expressing a destructive intention involving fire
I don't hear you laughing from six feet underground
Imagining the person's silence from beneath the ground
I hope I'm in your nightmares does that make me a freak?
Repeating the idea of being a freak for causing nightmares
I wanna treat you like you treated me
Reiteration of the desire to reciprocate mistreatment
don't talk don't talk down to me
Rejecting condescending communication
spiders crawling up your body
Describing a disturbing image of spiders crawling on the person
don't talk don't talk down to me
Reiteration of the rejection of condescending communication
spiders crawling up your body
Repeating the disturbing image of spiders crawling on the person
hey!
Interjection, possibly expressing frustration or intensity
(instrumental)
Instrumental break in the song
I wanna cover you in spiders and throw you down the stairs
Repeating the violent desire involving spiders
just so you don't ask me if I still really care
Repeating the avoidance of being asked about caring
I hope I'm in your nightmares does that make me a freak?
Repeating the questioning of being a freak for haunting nightmares
I wanna treat you like you treated me
Repeating the desire to treat the person as they were treated
I'm gonna tie you to a bedpost just watch me burn it down
Repeating the destructive intention involving burning
I don't hear you laughing from six feet underground
Imagining the person's silence from beneath the ground
I hope I'm in your nightmares does that make me a freak?
Repeating the questioning of being a freak for causing nightmares
I wanna treat you like you treated me
Repeating the desire to treat the person as they were treated
Comment