Lyrics
Just leave me alone, damn
Expressing a desire to be left alone, frustration or distress.
Every day I'm trying to dodge a rain drop
Constantly trying to avoid troubles or difficulties.
Until I'm drained or when the pain stop
Feeling drained until the pain subsides.
It came around when I train hop
Referring to a difficult time when troubles started.
With my chain popped
Experiencing a setback or loss, symbolized by a popped chain.
When I was cuffed by a train cop I missed a main opportunity
Recalling a missed opportunity during a difficult encounter with law enforcement.
Back when all I had was my mom to raise a spoon at me and
Reflecting on a challenging upbringing with only a mother present.
Couldn't call my dad cuz there were no more days of unity
Unable to contact the father due to a lack of family unity.
It came to my community
Negative influences affecting the speaker's community.
Showed up at my doorstep
Problems arriving unexpectedly at the speaker's doorstep.
With a bunch of problems and more kept
Continual challenges and issues piling up.
Coming every week
Regular and burdensome problems.
It was a heavy leak
Intense and continuous difficulties.
Hourly above, my head
Metaphorically, problems constantly loom over the speaker's head.
But instead I wish it showered me with love
Wishing for love and support instead of continuous challenges.
It was there when my moms passed
Referencing a difficult moment, possibly the death of the speaker's mother.
When they cut my Comcast
Highlighting another challenging event, losing a service provider (Comcast).
When I witnessed the crime last
Recalling a traumatic experience witnessing a crime.
And on the day of prom
Problems persisting, even on significant occasions like prom.
Even at the playground when I was getting teased
Reflecting on bullying experiences at the playground.
Which is why I never sit and think of quitting hitting trees
Resilience despite challenges, not giving in to negative thoughts.
I be up nights, why?
Ruminating on difficulties during sleepless nights.
It was really ever white eyed
Problems were consistently overwhelming, making it hard to see the positive side.
It was in the way too much for me to see a bright side
Struggling to find optimism due to pervasive challenges.
And still I wonder, would it ever strike me down?
Contemplating the possibility of a major setback or tragedy.
Cuz it most likely sound like it just want to steal my thunder
Suspecting that challenges aim to undermine or overshadow personal achievements.
All it do is rain rain
Reiterating the constant presence of difficulties (rain).
Rain rain on me
Acknowledging the continuous challenges affecting the speaker.
So I try to maintain and keep the same brain
Striving to maintain mental resilience despite adversity.
Wishing I could leave it all behind
Expressing a desire to leave problems behind and start anew.
On a train, plane, automobile
Contemplating escape through various modes of transportation.
But I ought to know the water gon' spill
Acknowledging that challenges are inevitable and will persist.
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