Lyrics
How you wanna see me win but man you envy me
Expressing confusion about someone's desire for the speaker's success while harboring envy.
Im screaming free my cousin Ree until that nigga free
Pleading for the release of a cousin named Ree who is currently incarcerated.
Walking down a dark road nigga can't you see
Reflecting on a challenging and uncertain path in life.
I got use to all the lies and all the fakery
Adapting to a lifestyle filled with lies and deceit.
Never really felt that pain until my Brother died
Experiencing the profound pain of losing a brother.
Some times I lay across my bed and reminisce and cry
Recollecting and grieving for the lost brother while lying in bed.
Like why you take my dawg from me Oou Oou Oou
Expressing emotional distress over the loss of a close friend or family member (dawg).
Living life without you big bro I never knew
Struggling to navigate life without the guidance of a significant figure.
When it happen I was stressing barely eating food
Enduring hardship and emotional turmoil after the brother's death.
I got that call I pull up on you , you was on the news
Responding to the news of the brother's death, possibly through violence.
I closed my eyes and talked to god I hope this shit a dream
Hoping against reality that the tragic news is just a bad dream.
Found out it wasn't all I'm thinking bout is felony's
Contemplating potential legal consequences (felony charges).
Cause who ever did that to him they gonna pay for that
Expressing a desire for justice against those responsible for the brother's death.
You took my homie from his mom and we can't get em back
Regretting the irreversibility of the loss and the pain inflicted on the family.
I'll rather have you in my face than in my thoughts yea yea
Preferencing face-to-face confrontation over internal struggles and thoughts.
All this shit I do for you man ima ball yea yea
Committing to success and achievements in honor of the lost friend or family member.
You give me signs of all the ones that do me wrong
Recognizing signs of betrayal from those close to the speaker.
Start tearing up when I was cooking up this song
Getting emotional while creating music, possibly as a therapeutic outlet.
They say you in a better place but how I know it's true
Expressing skepticism about the deceased brother being in a better place.
You did some shit up in these streets that niggas never knew
Revealing hidden aspects of the brother's life that were previously unknown.
I got yo back, you got my back and we remain as one
Emphasizing loyalty and unity with the lost friend or family member.
People coming wit problems like I don't got a ton
Facing problems from others while dealing with personal challenges.
Niggas said they was solid get in that jam and run
Criticizing individuals who claim to be reliable but abandon others in difficult situations.
Them niggas left you to die that's why we smoking them
Seeking revenge against those who betrayed and abandoned the brother.
The Devil In My Soul Telling Me The Wrong Thing
Struggling with internal conflicts, possibly influenced by negative external forces.
Even though you not gon answer ima keep on calling
Continuing to reach out to the deceased brother even though there's no response.
Just the other day I got this big offer
Receiving a significant offer or opportunity in the speaker's career.
They trying throw ya boy a check just like I'm Kemba Walker
Comparing a lucrative opportunity to basketball player Kemba Walker's success.
When you start making money ya friends become ya stalkers
Reflecting on the changing dynamics of friendships as wealth increases.
Can't say I'm happy I be thinking when I'm in this charger
Expressing mixed emotions, possibly due to the pressure and responsibilities of success.
A nigga healthy he don't drink for you I Sip the wine
Choosing to indulge in substances, contrasting with a healthier lifestyle.
I smoke the loud and hope this shit get better overtime
Using substances as a coping mechanism while hoping for improvement over time.
Good Always Dying Young I Seen It Every Time
Observing a pattern of good people facing untimely deaths.
I wish I never trust them boys I wish I could rewind
Regretting misplaced trust and expressing a desire to reverse past decisions.
Feel like I'm talking to you dawg when I look at ya mom
Feeling a connection with the deceased brother when interacting with his family.
I see ya sis I see ya pop I hug em every time
Acknowledging and supporting the brother's sister and father during difficult times.
Keep me on the right path I say that every night
Seeking guidance and staying on the right path through nightly prayers.
Ya mom a soldier through the storm I seen that women fight
Recognizing the strength of the deceased brother's mother during challenging moments.
Strong women all the pain she had to go through
Admiring the resilience of a strong woman who has endured significant pain.
When I get on I promise slime she get that new coop
Promising material rewards, like a new car, once the speaker achieves success.
When I look up in the sky feel like I see you
Feeling a spiritual connection with the deceased brother when looking at the sky.
I spend that check for all the pain I had to go through
Using financial success as a way to cope with the emotional pain endured.
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