Lyrics
Hold up, rewind
Expressing a pause or interruption, a desire to go back.
I don't wanna die
Expressing a reluctance or fear of death.
With an endless stream of messages
Avoiding leaving behind a continuous string of messages as a legacy.
To signify my life
Symbolizing a desire for meaningful experiences in life.
I tie my tongue up in knots
Struggling to express oneself, feeling constrained.
I've been biting my lip until I draw blood
Engaging in self-harm or self-destructive behavior due to frustration.
I guess it's never enough
Acknowledging that efforts may not be sufficient.
I know it's never enough enough
Recognizing the insufficiency of one's actions or existence.
I'm a pale imitation of me
Feeling like a diminished version of oneself.
There's no use in looking backwards
Rejecting the idea of dwelling on the past.
I'm exactly where I wanna be
Content with the current state and location in life.
A pale imitation's all I see
Seeing oneself as a diminished or inadequate copy.
Now I'm looking in the mirror
Examining oneself in a reflective manner.
And I'm not the boy I used to be
Realizing personal growth and change over time.
Hold up, I'm fine
Asserting emotional stability or well-being.
I don't wanna lie
Rejecting the desire to deceive or pretend.
I've got all these insecurities
Struggling with inner doubts and lack of confidence.
They're creeping up my spine
Feeling insecurities gradually taking hold.
I tie my stomach in knots
Experiencing internal turmoil or anxiety.
I reminisce about all the things I've lost
Nostalgic reflection on past losses or experiences.
Getting out of the house
Deciding to leave one's place of comfort or routine.
I'm getting out of the house
Actively seeking change or new experiences.
I'm a pale imitation of me
Feeling like a diminished version of oneself (repeated).
There's no use in looking backwards
Emphasizing the futility of dwelling on the past (repeated).
I'm exactly where I wanna be
Expressing contentment with the current state (repeated).
A pale imitation's all I see
Seeing oneself as a diminished or inadequate copy (repeated).
Now I'm looking in the mirror
Reflecting on personal changes through self-examination (repeated).
And I'm not the boy I used to be
Acknowledging significant personal transformation (repeated).
Tie my tongue up in knots
Repeating the struggle to express oneself or feeling constrained.
I've been biting my lip until I draw blood
Continuing self-harm or destructive behavior as an outlet.
I guess it's never enough
Acknowledging the perpetual feeling of insufficiency.
I've been losing myself I guess it's never enough
Acknowledging a loss of identity or self.
Tie my tongue up in knots
Repeating the struggle to express oneself or feeling constrained (repeated).
I've been biting my lip until I draw blood
Continuing self-harm or destructive behavior as an outlet (repeated).
I guess it's never enough
Acknowledging the perpetual feeling of insufficiency (repeated).
I guess it's never enough
Reiterating the recognition of perpetual insufficiency (repeated).
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