When It Was Chaotic
Embracing Chaos: Unveiling the Emotional Turmoil in 'When It Was Chaotic'
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What if, it never changes
Contemplating the possibility that things may never change.
My pain is endless, and that’s it
Expressing enduring and limitless pain.
And what if, I’m always healing
Considering the constant process of healing.
Forever pining, for sanity
Desiring sanity while persistently yearning for it.
But now life has ceased
Life has come to a halt.
And the storms calmed its breeze
Storms have subsided, indicating a calm period.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Expressing a preference for the chaos in the mind.
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
Reflecting on a past state of being a mess daily in bed.
And I couldn’t handle it then, but I can’t take emotionless
Acknowledging difficulty in handling emotions but unable to endure emotionlessness.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Reiterating a preference for chaos in the mind.
What if, the ache just worsens
Considering the possibility of the pain worsening.
My bones can’t balance a skeleton
Metaphorically describing difficulty in maintaining balance and composure.
But now life has ceased
Life has again come to a standstill.
And to stone my numb feeling
Attempting to numb intense feelings.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Reiterating a preference for chaotic thoughts.
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
Recalling a time when being a daily mess in bed was preferable.
And I couldn’t handle it then, but I can’t take emotionless
Acknowledging past difficulty in handling chaos but finding emptiness unbearable.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
Expressing a repeated preference for chaotic mental states.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
-It’s not easy
Highlighting the challenge of feeling nothing.
Feeling nothing
Describing the difficulty of experiencing emptiness.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Reiterating a preference for chaotic thoughts.
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
Reflecting on a past state of being a mess daily in bed.
And I couldn’t handle it then, but I can’t take emotionless
Acknowledging past difficulty in handling chaos but finding emptiness unbearable.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
Expressing a repeated preference for chaotic mental states.
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
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