Lyrics
I think it's time for me to tell you the truth
I feel the need to be honest with you now.
Holding in my breath and turning my face blue
I've been holding back and suppressing my emotions.
I can tell you anything that you would like to hear
I'm willing to say whatever you want to hear to keep you close.
To keep you near
This is done in an effort to maintain proximity to you.
I want you to stay here with me
I desire your presence and want you to stay with me.
So I can see all of the things that you like and that make you cry
I want to understand your likes and dislikes, joys, and sorrows.
Cause I care more about you than myself
Expressing a selfless concern for your well-being.
Driving past the stop sign to get to your mom's house
Going out of my way, even disobeying rules, to reach your mom's house.
Just so I can see you in that new pink blouse
Specifically, to see you wearing a new pink blouse.
I just want you to know all of the things that I feel
Openness about my emotions and thoughts, wanting you to understand.
And how they're real
Asserting the genuineness of my feelings.
Cause everyday I'm with you
Expressing that being with you brings happiness.
My skies are blue
When we are together, everything seems positive.
And when I am not there's a lot for me to think through
In your absence, there's a lot for me to contemplate.
Cause I love you more than I love myself
Stating a deep and selfless love for you.
Then you said to me that you want to be nothing more than friends
Revealing that you want only friendship, causing confusion.
But what the fuck does that mean
Expressing frustration and confusion about the friend request.
I can tell you all the reasons why I want to be more
List reasons why the desire for more than friendship exists.
Don't close the door
Pleading not to end the possibility of a romantic relationship.
Now I hate you
An abrupt shift in emotions, expressing hatred due to rejection.
Yes it's true
Confirming the truth of the negative emotion felt.
I'm fucking through
Expressing frustration and a sense of finality in the relationship.
I didn't mean that
Retracting the previous negative statement.
Matter of fact
Clarifying that the negative statement was not intended.
I take it back
Revoking the expression of hatred, reaffirming love.
Cause I still love you more than anybody else
Reiterating a continued deep love for the person despite challenges.
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