Matador
Dance with the Inner Beast: Matador's Battle Within
Lyrics
I thought I was close again
I believed I was close to something significant.
Felt the fabric on my skin
I sensed the texture on my skin.
Before it pulled away
Before it slipped away.
And hey, I'm hanging by a thread
I am barely holding on or in a precarious situation.
And it's not like I don't understand
I understand the situation, but it's slipping away.
More the slipping through my hands
The situation is slipping through my hands.
That's driving me insane
This is causing me extreme frustration.
Today I'm only seeing red
Today, I am angry and frustrated.
Like a bull to the matador
Similar to a bull charging at a matador, I impulsively rush in.
I rush in just like before
I repeat this behavior despite previous experiences.
Thinking I won't miss if I just keep on running
I believe I won't miss out if I keep moving forward.
Runnin', runnin', keep on runnin'
Continuously moving forward, avoiding potential pitfalls.
When I lose the words, I can keep on humming
Even if I can't express myself verbally, I'll keep going.
And I'm hummin', I'm hummin'
I'll continue humming to cope with the loss of words.
Maybe it's the beast in me
Perhaps it's the primal, instinctive part of me.
Giving in to boiling blood and gritted teeth
Yielding to intense emotions and a clenched jaw.
Like if I hit fast enough
Believing that rapid action will reveal my perspective.
They'll finally see what I can see
Hoping others will understand my point of view.
When I feel a rush of wind
Feeling a surge of energy and realizing I missed the mark.
And I notice I missed again
Noticing another failure.
I'll get right back on my mark
Getting back on track and making the most of my experiences.
And make the most of where I've been
Embracing the current situation.
Like a bull to the matador
Repeating the impulsive behavior like a bull charging.
I rush in just like before
Despite past failures, I continue the same approach.
Thinking I won't miss if I just keep on running
Believing I won't miss out by persistently moving forward.
Runnin', runnin', keep on runnin'
Continuing to run, avoiding potential pitfalls.
When I lose the words, I can keep on humming
Even without words, I'll keep going, humming in the process.
And I'm hummin', I'm hummin'
Continuing to hum to cope with the loss of words.
Find my feet on the ground (But if I move fast enough)
Finding stability but maintaining a fast pace.
Nothing's slowing me down (No thing slowing)
Nothing is slowing me down.
Thinking I won't miss if I just keep on running
Believing I won't miss out by persistently moving forward.
Runnin', runnin', keep on runnin'
Continuing to run, avoiding potential pitfalls.
When I lose the words, I can keep on humming
Even without words, I'll keep going, humming in the process.
And I'm hummin', I'm hummin'
Continuing to hum to cope with the loss of words.
Find my target
Finding my target or goal.
Kick the dirt
Taking action despite challenges.
Rub some in it when it hurts
Dealing with pain by embracing it.
I won't miss if I just keep on running (But if I move fast enough)
Believing I won't miss out by persistently moving forward.
I won't miss if I just keep on running (No thing slowing)
Continuing to run without anything slowing me down.
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