Lyrics
Flying through the skyline
Describing a sensation of movement through the sky
To where space begins
Heading towards the beginning of outer space
Self is fading
Sense of self is diminishing or losing significance
It’s all enigmatic
Everything seems mysterious and puzzling
Screaming on the inside
Internal turmoil expressed loudly without sound
As I tamed the pain within
Conquering inner pain, but facing greater resistance
But it pushed back harder
Struggle intensifies, awakening inner demons or challenges
And awoke the monsters
Stirring up deeper and darker aspects within
I want to escape from the past
Desire to break free from past experiences
Replace what I left
Wishing to substitute what was abandoned
But I’m stuck inside my head
Feeling trapped within one's thoughts or mind
Watch me bleed and fall into the nothing
Visualizing suffering and descent into emptiness
I’m closer to the end
Sense of nearing the conclusion or end
I can’t feel anything, my heart’s collapsing
Numbness and heartache causing a collapse emotionally
Cold dry tramontane
Reference to a cold, harsh wind (tramontane) symbolizing desolation
Falling with the landslide
Falling uncontrollably with a mass of earth or emotions
Down into my grave
Descending into a state of despair or hopelessness
Suffocating
Feeling choked or restricted, unable to breathe
From lack of oxygen
Suffering due to a lack of life-giving air
Searching for the starlight
Seeking hope or guidance but finding it taken away
But it’s been taken away
Left shattered or damaged by the absence of hope or light
I’m left here broken
Feeling shattered or fragmented
Watch me bleed and fall into the nothing
Repeating the visual of suffering and descent into emptiness
I’m closer to the end
Sense of nearing the conclusion or end (repeated)
I can’t feel anything, my heart’s collapsing
Numbness and heartache causing a collapse emotionally (repeated)
Cold dry tramontane
Reference to a cold, harsh wind (tramontane) symbolizing desolation (repeated)
It’s freezing me, freezing in here
Sensation of extreme coldness, emphasizing the harsh environment
Under the moonlight, into the abyss
Descent into a dark, unknown place under the moon's light
Save me from sinking further
Plea for rescue from sinking deeper into despair
Stop me from going under
Desire to halt the descent into hopelessness
Will I hate to love again?
Questioning the willingness to love again due to potential pain
I’ll never be enough
Feeling inadequate or insufficient in love or life
I’ve never been enough
Sense of never meeting expectations or feeling enough
Watch me bleed and fall into the nothing
Repeating the visualization of suffering and descent into emptiness
I’m closer to the end
Sense of nearing the conclusion or end (repeated)
I can’t feel anything, my heart’s collapsing
Numbness and heartache causing a collapse emotionally (repeated)
Cold dry tramontane
Reference to a cold, harsh wind (tramontane) symbolizing desolation (repeated)
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