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I can tell you're lying
I sense that you are not telling the truth
Can you please just tell the truth
Please be honest and straightforward in your communication
I look back into the mirror
Reflecting on the past, I see a version of you in the mirror
And see a reflection of you
My own reflection now reminds me of you
I hate being divided
I dislike feeling emotionally separated
No, we're just like colors
We are like different colors, perhaps symbolizing differences
Red and blue
Comparing ourselves to red and blue, possibly representing contrasting elements
I know you better than he does
I claim to understand you better than another person
How could you say we're through
How can you declare that our relationship is over?
You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
You support me when I'm struggling
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out
I resist growing up and facing challenges
Honestly, I've been so fucked up
I've been emotionally distressed
I watched you betray my trust
I witnessed a betrayal of my trust by you
I still gave you a seat in my car
Despite the betrayal, I allowed you space in my life
Cause there's room for both of us
There's room for both of us in my life
So I'll be fine
I will be okay
I just can't help it anymore
I can't bear it any longer
I know you'll be fine when you're on your own
I believe you'll be okay when alone
I hate what I'm like when I'm all alone
I dislike my own behavior when I'm by myself
But you don't call anymore, you don't pick up the phone
You've become distant, not answering calls
I spent years far from home
I've spent years away from home
When I don't have anywhere else to go
When I have nowhere else to go
I know it's wrong so Ima take it slow
I acknowledge the wrongdoing and intend to take things slowly
And maybe get the chance to know her
Hoping to get the chance to truly know her
You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
You support me when I'm falling
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out
I resist growing up and facing challenges
So don't just give up what we had
Don't give up on what we had
I know you're just a bit lost
I understand that you are a bit lost and out of control
Out of control
No doubt in your mind
But no doubt in your mind
I love all of your imperfections
I love all of your flaws
If it's for the better, why does it hurt?
If it's for the better then why the fuck does it even start to hurt
I'll suppress my emotions, but they may eventually surface
Ima bottle my emotions, and I know they gonna burst
If I were to die tonight, may my lesson be learned
And if I die tonight, hope my fucking lesson will be learned
Despite aiming for improvement, situations often worsen
And I know it's for the better but it always ends up worst
I've been deceitful, hoping for forgiveness
I been lying to your face I hope that you could just forgive me
I can't confront you directly; it would torment me
I could never look you eye to eye, that shit would torture me
Learning about your new boyfriend, I know he's outdated
And I heard bout your new boyfriend, yeah I know he's obsolete
You may claim he's fine, but you're better off with me
And you say that he's alright, but you're just better off with me
Accepting the situation
It's fine with me
Expressing acceptance
Fine with me
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