Lyrics
Time flies by, day to day
Reflecting on the passage of time, the routine nature of life
I start to question decisions made
Doubting choices made in the past
I see old friends don't understand
Feeling disconnected from old friends
What lies ahead already planned
Sensing a predetermined future
Apprehensive insecurity
Feeling uncertain and insecure
Torn between two realities
Torn between two conflicting realities or choices
Stuck in a rut 9 to 5
Trapped in a monotonous job from 9 to 5
Scared to death if I'll survive
Fearful of survival
Can I continue to chase my dreams
Contemplating the pursuit of dreams
Or will it catch up to me
Fear of consequences if dreams are pursued
Problems I don't want to face
Avoiding problems and wanting to vanish
To disappear without a trace
Desire to disappear without a trace
Is there a way for us to see
Seeking clarity about the future
What lies ahead, where we will be
Questioning where the future leads
Is there a way for us to know
Seeking knowledge about future possibilities
Do we have a choice, do we have control
Questioning free will and control over life
Feel the heat it's on back
Feeling pressure and stress building up
Concerned of what it is I lack
Concern about personal inadequacies
Pressure mounts it's at my heels
Feeling pressured and pursued by responsibilities
Sometimes I think this can't be real
Doubting the reality of the situation
Will I let this drag me down
Concern about being dragged down by circumstances
Am I the only one around
Questioning if others share these feelings
Unable to figure for myself
Difficulty in making choices
Which cards to keep from which I'm dealt
Struggling to decide which options to keep
Do I stay or should I fold
Uncertainty about staying or leaving
This game we play is getting old
Frustration with the repetitiveness of life's challenges
There comes a time for letting go
Recognizing the need to let go of perceived truths
Of all the truths you think you know
Desire to do what's right despite uncertainty
I want to do what's right for me
Difficulty in finding the right path
But sometimes it's so hard to see
Feeling conflicted and unsure about decisions
Which path to take, which bond to break
Struggling to move past past mistakes
I can't forget my own mistakes
Rejecting a mediocre existence
I won't accept mediocrity
Insistence on being true to oneself
I can't go on unless I'm truly being me
Unwillingness to continue without authenticity
And if that means, you don't approve
Unconcerned about disapproval for personal choices
Too fucking bad my mind is set and I won't move
Determination to stick to personal convictions despite opposition
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