Lyrics
I am going
Feeling a regression or retracing my steps
Back a few steps
Returning to a previous state or position
Swallowing some
Experiencing difficulty or discomfort
Just to go one
Enduring challenges in order to move forward
I am going
Repeating the process of going back a few steps
Back a few steps
Revisiting a past situation or circumstance
Coming undone
Unraveling or falling apart emotionally
In the process
Experiencing a breakdown or disintegration
I held a sword and a shield
Having both offense and defense
A young defense and
Displaying a youthful form of protection
Know it's senseless
Acknowledging the lack of rationality
To hide a wound that don't heal
Choosing not to conceal a persistent injury
It turns a burden
Transforming a problem into an overwhelming burden
To heavy to wield
Bearing a weight too difficult to manage
I most want what I most fear
Desiring what is most feared or avoided
A deeper Knowing
Seeking a profound understanding
And one to show it
Desiring a revelation or demonstration of it
Shy away from those who come near
Avoiding close proximity to others
So controlling
Exerting control over emotions and sensations
Of what I could feel
Managing and restricting emotional experiences
So I'm going back a few steps
Repeating the process of going back a few steps again
Coming undone
Experiencing emotional unraveling once more
In the process
Undergoing a breakdown or disintegration again
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