12 Rounds
Rising from the Ashes: A Journey of Redemption in '12 Rounds'
Lyrics
As a kid so accustomed to hate and destruction to wandering numb through a selfish haze
Reflecting on a childhood surrounded by negativity and a self-centered mindset, feeling emotionally detached.
puttin' family after fun always lookin' out for number 1
Prioritizing personal enjoyment over family, placing oneself first.
I carry close that shame
Carrying the burden of past mistakes and regret.
'Cause now that the fog's rolled out I see how deeply flawed I used to be
Realizing past flaws and acknowledging personal growth after the fog of negativity has cleared.
And I'm by no stretch perfect now
Admitting imperfection in the present but having gained coping mechanisms.
But at least I possess the tools to
Having acquired the skills necessary for self-reflection and improvement.
Take a step back
Stepping back from situations to gain perspective.
N gain some perspective
Understanding one's mindset or emotional state.
Know where your heads at
Being aware of one's thoughts or attitudes.
Take a deep breathe
Encouraging oneself to calm down and take a breath in stressful situations.
Just think things through
Considering situations carefully and not rushing decisions.
and take a second to relax
Taking a moment to relax and avoid impulsive actions.
(Cause) rarely ever does logic outweigh emotion so
Recognizing that emotions often outweigh logical thinking.
We've gotta try n keep a level head but still SOMEDAYS I feel like smashin' this guitar
Expressing the urge to vent frustrations aggressively despite efforts to control emotions.
Goin' 12 rounds with a brick wall
Desire to confront obstacles aggressively, akin to fighting a brick wall for twelve rounds.
I wanna see my knuckles blee-ee-ee-ee-eed
Expressing a desire to see physical signs of frustration, like bleeding knuckles.
I wanna fly right off the handle
Feeling the impulse to lose control and react angrily.
Chug a fifth shatter the bottle
Describing destructive behaviors like excessive drinking and breaking bottles.
But that conduct ain't constructive
Acknowledging that such behavior is not productive or helpful.
And don't solve anything
Recognizing that destructive actions don't solve underlying issues.
Young drunk and angry youth seein' red
Reflecting on a phase of youthful anger, recklessness, and impulsivity.
No room for forethought on that warpath we'd tread.....
Describing a period where there was no consideration for consequences while pursuing a destructive path.
Not skilled yet at coping no outlet(s) no hope seemed we'd only found solace in fraying the thread.....
Feeling lost and unable to cope, finding solace only in destructive behavior.
If I could talk to my younger self I'm
Desiring to impart wisdom to one's younger self despite uncertainty about being heard.
not certain they'd listen but I'd try
Expressing a willingness to attempt guiding the younger self despite doubts about success.
To express how important it is to forgive yourself
Highlighting the importance of self-forgiveness and the ability to change for personal growth.
That it's never too late to change to grow
Encouraging continuous personal development and change as one progresses.
Always remember you reap what you sow
Emphasizing the consequences of one's actions, reaping what is sown.
So don't fall into the same old rhythms
Advising against falling back into negative patterns and habits.
Just take the advice ask for help because someday
Encouraging seeking advice and help when needed.
you'll feel like smashin' this guitar Goin' 12 rounds with a brick wall
Reiterating the struggle against destructive impulses, like the desire to smash a guitar.
you'll wanna see them knuckles blee-ee-eed
Expressing the intensity of frustration by wanting physical signs of aggression.
you'll wanna fly right off the handle
Feeling the urge to lose control and react aggressively.
Chug a fifth shatter the bottle
Describing destructive behaviors such as excessive drinking and breaking bottles.
But that conduct ain't constructive
Reiterating that such behavior doesn't solve underlying problems.
And don't solve any don't solve anything!!
Stressing that destructive actions are ultimately ineffective.
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