Holograve
Journey Through Shadows: Unraveling the Depths of Holograve
Lyrics
As the mirrors burst into fragments which deny to shine
Reflections break apart, refusing to radiate light.
I knew that I would curse my convictions that felt so divine
Realization that deeply held beliefs will become a source of regret.
I've built a monument to reform my ceasing faith but all was vain
Creation of a symbolic structure to revive fading faith, but all efforts prove futile.
Cause every brick and stone got shattered by the wraith
Every element of the constructed monument destroyed by a malevolent force.
That I let in to wake the question
Allowing a troubling entity to surface, prompting introspection.
Which longs for more than confirmation
The entity raises questions beyond mere confirmation.
I rotate around the failures I can't ignore
Circling around unavoidable failures that demand attention.
And still I ban myself from vanished dreams that I adore
Self-imposed prohibition from pursuing cherished dreams that have faded.
My intents are the catalyst that feeds the flame
Personal intentions become the fuel for a destructive flame.
Bound to my painful fate I became the shade I used to defame
Becoming a shadow of one's former self due to an inescapable destiny.
Am I condemned to be aimlessly
Questioning if condemned to a purposeless existence.
Visions of a new relapse show me the depths of my collapse
Envisioning a recurring relapse, exposing the depth of personal collapse.
And walk on crumbling trails that eyes can't see?
Navigating unknown paths visible only through internal struggles.
I've tried to seek for sense in this
Attempting to find meaning in the chaos.
Your empty words won't teach me bliss
Rejecting solace from empty words that offer no true happiness.
Empty words won't teach me bliss
Reiterating the futility of meaningless expressions.
I've put my heart and blood in this sacral temple grave
Investing emotions and effort into a sacred resting place.
But every step towards the setting sun intensifies the feel
Each step toward the end of the day intensifies emotional pain.
That I've spent a lifetime running
Feeling that a lifetime has been spent running from alleviating pain.
To safe me from what tries to take my pain away
Seeking refuge from forces attempting to take away personal suffering.
So I rotate around the failures I can't ignore
Continuing to revolve around undeniable failures.
And still I ban myself from vanished dreams that I adore
Prohibiting oneself from pursuing vanishing dreams.
My intents are the catalyst that feeds the flame
Personal intentions fueling a destructive flame persistently.
Bound to my painful fate I became the shade I used to defame
Becoming a distorted version of oneself due to inescapable destiny.
Am I condemned to be aimlessly
Questioning if destined to live without purpose.
Visions of a new relapse show me the depths of my collapse
Envisioning a new breakdown, revealing the extent of personal collapse.
And walk on crumbling trails that eyes can't see?
Navigating obscured paths invisible to the eyes.
I've tried to seek for sense in this
Seeking meaning in the midst of chaos.
Your empty words won't teach me bliss
Rejecting solace from empty words that bring no true joy.
Will I find what hides from me impatiently
Questioning the possibility of discovering what eludes impatiently.
The voices in my wrecked soul redeem the doubts I can't control
Inner voices redeem doubts, unveiling shame.
To experience the shame inside of me?
Experiencing internal shame.
I'm here to reap what I have sown to earn a world I call my own
Reaping the consequences of personal actions to claim a unique world.
Your empty words won't teach me bliss
Empty words remain ineffective in imparting true happiness.
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