The Abyss
Breaking Free from Pain: The Abyss UnveiledLyrics
Clipped wings, I'm so lost right now
Feeling restricted and disoriented, possibly emotionally or spiritually.
As I'm a broken thing, I'm all alone
Expressing a sense of brokenness and isolation.
When this started I was just a kid
Reflecting on the beginning of a challenging journey during childhood.
Didn't know anything but to spit
Initially ignorant and rebellious, lacking understanding and maturity.
I did what I was told but I was wrong
Complying with expectations but realizing it was a mistake.
It ended up getting my heart numb and cold
Consequences lead to emotional numbness and coldness.
I'm trying to find the way out of this maze
Struggling to find a way out of a confusing and challenging situation.
But sometimes I feel like I want to stay
Conflict between the desire to escape and the inclination to remain.
Like sadistic love and masochistic hate
Contrasting feelings of sadistic love and masochistic hate.
I gave up everything 'cause I got married to this pain
Sacrificing everything due to being committed to enduring pain.
Now I can see the world changing
Observing changes in the world.
I'm gonna end, gonna end what I started
Committing to end what was initiated.
I'm gonna kill, gonna kill what I created
Expressing a desire to eliminate what was created.
To end this pain
Seeking an end to the emotional pain.
Here I stand alone with broken wings
Standing alone, symbolized by broken wings.
Looking up to the sky 'cause I'm not ready to fly
Not ready to face challenges and soar into the unknown.
My tears fuel the fire, I just watch it burn
Tears contributing to emotional intensity and watching the consequences unfold.
Looking up to the sky, burning into the night
Gazing at the sky, possibly seeking solace or answers.
You can tie me to the ground
Feeling restrained but determined to maintain one's voice.
But you can't take my voice away
Resisting suppression of individuality and expression.
You're wearing me out
Experiencing weariness from external pressures.
But I will scream even if I'm dead in my grave
Commitment to vocalize despite challenges, even beyond death.
I finally found the way out of this maze
Discovering a way out of confusion and difficulty.
But sometimes I feel caught in the waves
Feeling trapped at times despite finding an escape route.
Like sadistic love and masochistic hate
Reiteration of conflicting emotions and sacrifices made.
I gave up everything 'cause I got married to this pain
Emphasizing the surrender of everything to endure pain.
To end this pain
Reiterating the desire to end emotional suffering.
Here I stand alone with broken wings
Revisiting the theme of standing alone, emphasizing brokenness.
Looking up to the sky 'cause I'm not ready to fly
Delaying the decision to face challenges and take flight.
My tears fuel the fire, I just watch it burn
Tears intensifying the emotional fire, witnessing its consequences.
Looking up to the sky, burning into the night
Continuing to gaze at the sky, possibly seeking resolution.
I'm on my own again
Embracing solitude once again, but feeling alive in it.
But I've never felt so alive
Screaming and bleeding, embracing life passionately.
I scream, I bleed until the day I die
Expressing a commitment to passionate living until death.
Here I stand alone with an unbroken heart
Standing alone with a healed heart, ready to face challenges.
Looking up to the sky 'cause I'm now ready to fly
Prepared to take flight and embrace the unknown.
My tears fuel the fire, you just watch it burn
Tears contributing to the emotional fire, observed by others.
Flying in the sky, burning into the night
Soaring into the sky, burning into the night.
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