Demon Mouth
Embracing Chaos: Ester Faye's Demon Mouth Revelations
Lyrics
Some day I'll wash away the expectations
Expressing the desire to eventually rid oneself of societal pressures and anticipated joy that is planned in advance.
My premeditated elation
Artificial happiness or excitement that's been preconceived or preplanned.
Undermined and I drift with the tide
Feeling undermined and carried along by circumstances, like drifting with the natural flow of the tide.
Some day I will accept the isolation
Acceptance of being alone or detached at some point in the future.
So I won't stumble when I'm taken
Preparing oneself not to falter when faced with challenges or unexpected situations.
Back in time to when I'm not all right
Reflecting on a past time when things weren’t okay.
Lift the ground
Expressing a desire to rise above current circumstances.
I wanna burrow down and make a sound
Wishing to delve deep within oneself and express feelings.
So I won't scare you with my demon mouth
Not wanting to frighten others with one's inner turmoil or struggles.
My trepidations naked
Fears and anxieties laid bare and exposed.
There's no where left to fake it
Feeling there’s no more pretending or hiding.
Burn it down
Symbolizing a desire to start anew by destroying what exists.
I will start over I'll create a crown
Expressing a determination to build something better and more significant.
Make you my idol of the underground
Willingness to idolize someone who exists outside conventional norms or mainstream society.
My desperation wasted
Feeling that desperation has been a waste or has gone unheeded.
Stuck fightin' waves I'm breakin'
Feeling stuck in a situation and trying to overcome obstacles.
One way I will deflect all validation
Deciding to deflect or disregard any external approval or validation.
Stuck in a fake realization
Being trapped in a false or insincere understanding of reality.
Losing time as I sift through your lies
Wasting time sorting through deceitful information or falsehoods.
Stick around
Asking someone to stay despite differences, maintaining equality.
No condescension we're on even ground
Asking not to be judged condescendingly, being open about flaws.
Call me a maniac just let it out
Requesting to be called crazy or be honest about perceived madness.
I know you think I'm crazy
Acknowledging the perception of being seen as mentally unstable.
Shut up and face me baby
Challenging someone to confront the situation directly.
Shake the ground
Desiring to make a significant impact or change in the environment.
Fuck the unspoken rules I'll jump around
Rejecting unspoken societal norms, expressing a desire to be more expressive and energetic.
I'm sick of whispering I'll make a sound
Feeling tired of keeping emotions hidden and wanting to express them.
Fuck all these airs and graces
Rejecting superficial behaviors and manners.
Can't take back the time I've wasted
Regretting time wasted on things that haven’t been fruitful or productive.
Some day
Expressing hope for a future where changes are made.
Some day
Repeating the hope for a future change, emphasizing its significance.
Some day won't underplay the degradation
Not downplaying the significance of degradation when the time arrives to face it.
Come the time I don't hide I'm not fine
Facing a future where hiding feelings or pretending to be okay is no longer an option.
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