Heartsong
Echoes of Love Lost: Ethan Lumus' Heartsong Melody
Lyrics
Friday nights feel so different
Friday nights have changed significantly.
Since you left, something's missing
There's a sense of absence or something missing since your departure.
So we drink to what could have been
Drinking to reminisce about what could have been.
(Deep down my heart keeps calling for ya)
There's an inner longing for you despite trying to move on.
I send a text to you now and then
Attempts to reach out occasionally via text despite knowing you won't respond.
Though I know you never get them
Awareness that you don't receive these messages.
Where you are there's no connection
Wherever you are, there's no means of communication or connection.
(Deep down my heart keeps calling for)
Continued inner longing despite external circumstances.
Late nights, you and me
Recalling late nights spent together.
Photo worthy memories
Memories captured in photos that signify happiness.
Of laughter, talking cheap
Moments of laughter and shallow conversations.
Plotting out our family trees
Planning for a future together, possibly having children.
'Cause 18 should have been
Regret that at 18, it was only the beginning of what could have been.
Just the start of everything
Internal longing for the relationship.
(Deep down my heart keeps calling for you)
Continued deep emotional longing for you.
Day and night I'm playing pretend
Acting out a facade, pretending that everything is fine.
Try and act like I don't see them
Ignoring the evident void or emptiness you've left behind.
All the vacant spaces you left
Feeling the spaces or gaps you've created by leaving.
(Deep down my heart keeps calling for ya)
Despite the efforts to move on, there's an internal longing for you.
Then it hits, you're flooding back in
Sudden realization of your presence in thoughts and emotions.
Fill my lungs, I think I'm sinking
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions, almost suffocating.
I feel you moving under my skin
Sensing your influence deeply within, affecting emotions profoundly.
(Deep down my heart keeps calling for)
Continued inner longing for you despite efforts.
Late nights, you and me
Revisiting memories of late nights together.
Photo worthy memories
Capturing moments that seemed perfect for photographs.
Of laughter, talking cheap
Shared laughter and superficial conversations.
Plotting out our family trees
Discussing future plans, potentially about starting a family.
'Cause 18 should have been
Reflecting on the lost potential of what could have been since 18.
Just the start of everything
Belief that at 18, it was just the beginning of something significant.
(Deep down my heart keeps calling for you)
Internal longing and yearning for you.
What am I now
Repeated reflection on the aftermath of the relationship's end and the difficulty in moving past certain aspects.
What am I now
-Now that it's over
-There are some things
-There are some things
-You don't get over
-What am I now
-What am I now
-Now that it's over
-There are some things
-There are some things
-You don't get over
-Late nights, you and me
Reiteration of memories and the sense of loss for what could have been.
Photo worthy memories
-Of laughter, talking cheap
-Plotting out our family trees
-'Cause 18 should have been
-Just the start of everything
-(Deep down my heart keeps calling for you)
Continued emotional longing and yearning.
I'm calling for you
Repeatedly calling out for you, expressing the intense desire for reconnection or reconciliation.
I'm calling for you
-I'm calling for you
-I'm calling for you
-I'm calling for you
-I'm calling for you
-I'm calling for you
-I'm calling for you
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