Rain of Snails

I am seeking a peculiar and unexpected occurrence or change (rain of snails) through my prayers in the forest.

You are in a vulnerable and uncomfortable situation represented by a cradle made of nails and chains, possibly suggesting pain and confinement.

Below lies the wreckage of my inner self, symbolizing emotional or spiritual destruction.

In the depths of hell, I discovered a source of hope, indicating a paradoxical or unexpected place for finding solace.

A cleansing rain is anticipated, symbolizing purification or renewal for everyone.

I have a specific need for you, emphasizing a singular desire or connection.

Expressing a desire for you to harbor strong negative feelings towards me.

Pondering why you do not harbor hatred towards me, questioning the lack of expected negative emotions.

Reiterating the need for you to hate me, emphasizing the intensity of the desire for negative emotions.

Questioning again why you do not harbor the expected hatred, expressing a desire for a specific emotional response.

Emphasizing my presence solely for you, underlining a sense of exclusivity in connection.

Comparing myself to a fly, suggesting a lack of shame while engaging in something considered unpleasant.

Describing the consumption of something symbolic (bloody jam) with a tone of indifference or defiance.

Preserving a collection of intense emotions (flowers of rage) exclusively for you.

Feeling like an object (frame) on display, possibly experiencing vulnerability and exposure.

Being part of a larger collection (wall with portraits of shame), hinting at shared experiences of disgrace.

Repetition of the expectation of a purifying rain for everyone.

Reiterating the exclusive need for you, emphasizing singularity in connection.

Restating the desire for you to harbor strong negative emotions.

Questioning the absence of expected hatred from you.

Reiterating the need for you to hate me intensely.

Questioning again why the expected hatred is not present.

Expressing a heightened need for your hatred, surpassing any previous levels.

Challenging you to hate me more than you ever have before.

Reiterating the challenge to intensify the hatred.

Questioning again the absence of the expected strong negative emotions.

Reiterating the challenge to exceed all previous levels of hatred.

Emphasizing the desire for an unprecedented level of hatred.

Reiterating the challenge for an extreme level of hatred.

Expressing a singular need for you, emphasizing exclusivity in connection.

Repetition of the need for you, underscoring the intensity of the desire.

Restating the desire for you to harbor strong negative feelings.

Questioning again the absence of expected hatred.

Reiterating the need for intense hatred, expressing frustration or disbelief.

Intensifying the frustration, questioning vehemently why the anticipated hatred is not present.