close my eyes
Innocence Unveiled: Evan Mike's Journey of Distancing and Reflection
Lyrics
It's 11 am
Noting the time of day, setting the scene
Where we goin what's the plan
Questioning the destination or purpose
So I'm calling my friends
Initiating contact with friends
You never know when it'll end
Emphasizing uncertainty about life's duration
Before I Read too many comments
Avoiding negative comments to maintain peace of mind
I was tongue tied, tongue tied
Feeling speechless or unable to express oneself
I never found the answers
Expressing a lack of answers or clarity
Am I wrong right, wrong right
Confusion about right and wrong decisions
I'm scrolling up
Reviewing content or messages
Now tell me what the gist is
Seeking a summary or main point
Turn off my phone
Intentionally disconnecting for personal space
Cuz I know I need some distance
Acknowledging the need for emotional distance
And when I close my eyes
Entering a reflective or meditative state
I don't hear nothing at all
Experiencing silence or tranquility
Just put the words on ice
Keeping words unspoken or restrained
Try not to get too involved
Avoiding deep emotional involvement
And I told you nevermind cuz I'm innocent
Dismissing a previous conversation as insignificant
But its better living life being ignorant
Preferring a carefree life over awareness
And when I close my eyes
Reiterating the peacefulness of closing one's eyes
I don't hear nothing at all
Continuing the theme of auditory isolation
Now i'm reaching for a cup
Turning to substances for solace
Cause none of that shits enough yea
Acknowledging insufficiency of external comforts
They show me love
Appreciating support from fans
Supporters they bring me up yeah
Boosted by encouragement from supporters
I'm showing up
Approaching situations with confidence
To meetings like I'm the one yeah
Attending meetings with self-assuredness
I'm driving up
Driving towards a distant or unreachable goal
The water ain't close enough yeah
Expressing a longing for proximity to water
Sand in my shoes and my car
Carrying remnants of past experiences
From the last time
Reflecting on memories, perhaps nostalgic
Nothing to lose driving far
Persisting despite potential risks
Past the last sign
Moving beyond established limits
My windows down not a clue
Driving with an open mind and no fixed destination
Where I passed by
Unaware of past locations or experiences
I'm living mine
Living life on one's own terms
Read your comments for the last time
Reading comments with detachment
And when I close my eyes
Returning to the theme of tranquility in closing eyes
I don't hear nothing at all
Reiterating the silence experienced in meditation
Just put the words on ice
Restraint in expressing thoughts or emotions
Try not to get too involved
Caution against becoming too emotionally invested
(Involved, involved, involved)
Repeating the caution against involvement
And when I close my eyes
Reaffirming the silence and tranquility in closing eyes
I don't hear nothing at all
Emphasizing the absence of external disturbances
Just put the words on ice
Continuing the theme of restrained expression
Try not to get too involved
Advising against excessive emotional engagement
And I told you nevermind cuz I'm innocent
Recalling innocence despite external perceptions
But it's better living life being ignorant
Preferring ignorance for a more carefree existence
And when I close my eyes
Concluding with the peacefulness of closed eyes
I don't hear nothing at all
Reiterating the serene silence when eyes are closed
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