Never Again
Eternal Struggle: A Melodic Reflection on Love and LossLyrics
Never again
Expressing a determination to avoid a certain situation or action in the future.
Will I get to hold you
Regret over the inability to physically embrace someone.
I never meant
Clarifying the absence of intention behind a previous action or behavior.
To kick you out
Acknowledging an unintended expulsion or separation.
I'm sorry for the things I did
Apologizing for past actions and expressing remorse.
I guess I didn't really know how
Reflecting on a lack of understanding or awareness in the past.
Everything was such a mess
Describing a chaotic and disordered state of affairs.
A never ending cycle of torment
Highlighting a continuous and relentless cycle of suffering.
But it was so so perfect
Contrasting the tumultuous experience with the acknowledgment of its perfection.
Every time I kill you
Referencing a repetitive act of causing harm or distress.
You get right back up again
Observing resilience in the face of adversity.
Every time you kill me
Contrasting the impact of being harmed by another.
It's just so so perfect
Perceiving perfection in the context of mutual harm.
Falling in
Describing a descent into a significant emotional or mental void.
A giant hole
Acknowledging periodic emotional lows.
Now and then
Highlighting occasional moments of intense sadness.
I end up crying
Expressing the emotional response of crying.
I think of all the times we had
Recalling positive memories and experiences.
I think and think and think until I die
Contemplating thoughts to the point of emotional exhaustion or metaphorical death.
If I could just go back in time
Expressing a desire to revisit the past and make different choices.
I'd hold your hand and never look back
Desiring a committed and enduring connection.
And it'd be so so perfect
Envisioning an ideal and harmonious outcome.
Every time I kill you
Reiterating the cyclical nature of causing harm and the resilience of the recipient.
You get right back up again
Observing the ability to overcome challenges and rise again.
Every time you kill me
Highlighting the impact of being harmed and finding it ideal.
It's just so so perfect
Perceiving perfection in the context of mutual harm, repetition of line 14.
Every time I kill you
Reiterating the cyclical nature of causing harm and the resilience of the recipient, repetition of line 26.
You get right back up again
Observing the ability to overcome challenges and rise again, repetition of line 27.
Every time you kill me
Highlighting the impact of being harmed and finding it ideal, repetition of line 28.
It's just so so perfect
Perceiving perfection in the context of mutual harm, repetition of line 29.
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