Lyrics
My lady loosing her hair
Expressing concern for his partner who is experiencing hair loss, possibly due to medical treatment.
I got to sip while sitting in an uncomfortable chair
Reflecting on the discomfort of the situation, possibly in a medical setting where he has to wait and watch.
(Got it) holding her hand right beside me
Describing the emotional support provided by holding hands with his partner during a difficult time.
Then bring the chemo out and hook it to the ivy
Depicting the administration of chemotherapy through an intravenous (IV) line.
The doctor like a dealer way pumping the drugs
Comparing the doctor to a drug dealer, emphasizing the intensity of medical treatment.
Hard to watch shit like this like give a fuck if you thought
Expressing the emotional difficulty of witnessing a loved one undergoing challenging medical procedures.
Don't give a fuck if you seen it all you ain't seen this
Challenging the notion that one has seen it all, suggesting that this situation is uniquely difficult.
When the mother of your first born son clench a fist
Describing the intense emotional reaction when the mother of his child clenches her fist, possibly due to pain.
From the pain, from the poison that they pump in her vain
Acknowledging the pain and toxicity of the medical treatment affecting his partner.
Trynna circulate the system, trynna say she ain't safe
Highlighting efforts to circulate medicine through the system and asserting the partner's safety.
But she is she's just going through the motions of it
Recognizing that the partner is safe despite going through challenging medical motions.
And this a feeling that I can't counterfeit;It's making me sick
Expressing the genuine and irreplaceable nature of the emotions he is experiencing.
I better watch without complain about it
Accepting the situation and choosing not to complain about it.
I better make my self a good day he promised that we stay around it
Committing to making the best of the day, possibly for the sake of the partner and their child.
I look my eyes in the sun, I mean my son in the eyes
Connecting with his son by looking into his eyes and feeling the profound impact of fatherhood.
And ask what the fuck I've done that ever feel so alive
Questioning the choices made in life but feeling an intense sense of aliveness through the experience.
We alive
A simple affirmation of being alive.
Survive
Reiterating the theme of survival, possibly referring to overcoming challenges.
We alive
(Repetition) Affirming life and survival.
We alive
(Repetition) Emphasizing the value of being alive.
Had my first son Enzo Taylor Perretta at December 15 2015
Providing background information about the birth of the artist's son Enzo Taylor Perretta and the discovery of a medical condition in the mother.
His mother has trying to breastfeed him and she found something when she was trying to do that
Explaining the challenges faced by the mother while attempting to breastfeed, leading to the discovery of stage III c cancer.
It turns out she has a stage III c cancer, and he saved her life man he really did
Expressing gratitude for the son, Enzo, who unknowingly played a role in saving the mother's life.
So you a blessing my G
Acknowledging Enzo as a blessing.
I love you
Expressing love for Enzo.
Can you say daddy?
Asking Enzo if he can say "daddy."
Daddy
Enzo saying "daddy."
Can you say mommy?
Asking Enzo if he can say "mommy."
Mommy?
Enzo saying "mommy."
Can you say squirrel?
Asking Enzo if he can say "squirrel."
Quirrel
Enzo saying "squirrel."
I love you Enzo
Expressing love for Enzo.
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