Lyrics
In my head, all alone
In my thoughts, feeling isolated
Feelings how they come and never go
Emotions persist without resolution
Been depressed, but I don't know
Experiencing depression without understanding
How to make it out of this empty hole
Struggling to escape an emotional void
Stay up late, can never sleep
Insomnia, witnessing unfamiliar things
I’m seeing things I’ve never seen
Perceiving novel and unsettling experiences
But damn if you were here with me I know that it’d fix everything
Expressing a belief that a relationship could solve problems
I’m so attached
Feeling deeply connected
There’s no going back
Irreversible commitment
You got the something that I never had
Admiring something unique in the other person
It feels like addiction
Describing a strong attraction akin to addiction
I know that it’s bad
Recognizing the negative aspects of the attraction
But I cant get you out of my head
Unable to forget the person
I don't wanna be so codependent
Desire to avoid unhealthy dependency
Why’d you have to leave it open ended?
Questioning why the relationship was left uncertain
In my bed, all alone
Alone in bed, attempting to fill emotional emptiness
Doing anything tryna fill the hole
Engaging in various activities to cope
When you left, I was broke
Feeling broken after the person left
Picking up the pieces to mend my soul
Trying to heal and recover
Stay up late, can never sleep
Insomnia persists, witnessing unfamiliar things
I’m seeing things I’ve never seen
Continued experience of unsettling visions
But damn if you were here with me I know that it’d fix everything
Believing the presence of the person would fix everything
I’m so attached
Deep emotional attachment
There’s no going back
Understanding there's no turning back
You got the something that I never had
Appreciating a unique quality in the other
It feels like addiction
Describing an addictive nature of the feelings
I know that it’s bad
Acknowledging the negativity of the addiction
But I cant get you out of my head
Difficulty forgetting the person
I don't wanna be so codependent
Desire to avoid unhealthy dependency
Why’d you have to leave it open ended?
Questioning the unresolved nature of the relationship
Confusing me, you’re using me
Feeling confused and used in the relationship
Tell me what you want, tell me anything
Seeking clarity and honesty from the other person
Confusing me, you're using me
Reiteration of feeling confused and used
You're using me...
Emphasizing the feeling of being used
I’m so attached
Reiteration of deep emotional attachment
There’s no going back
Acceptance that there's no reversing the attachment
You got the something that I never had
Appreciating a unique quality in the other
It feels like addiction
Describing an addictive nature of the feelings
I know that it’s bad
Acknowledging the negativity of the addiction
But I cant get you out of my head
Difficulty forgetting the person
I don't wanna be so codependent
Desire to avoid unhealthy dependency
Why’d you have to leave it open ended?
Questioning the unresolved nature of the relationship
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