Lyrics
Oh the rain, it's constant
Constant rain symbolizes a persistent and unchanging aspect of life.
Never mind if I'm awaken
The rain doesn't disturb even when awake, suggesting emotional numbness or detachment.
Throwing stones against my windows
Stones thrown at windows evoke disruption, possibly reflecting challenges in relationships.
Sounds a lot like young love
"Sounds a lot like young love" implies that the disturbances resemble the turbulence of youthful romance.
Yeah, I wouldn't know
The singer confesses ignorance about young love, hinting at personal inexperience or emotional detachment.
I was always terrified of touching
The fear of physical contact is expressed, suggesting emotional vulnerability.
Yeah, I wouldn't know
Reiteration of the singer's lack of knowledge about young love and physical intimacy.
I always thought my eyes would burn
The fear that eyes would burn may signify the intensity of emotions or fear of vulnerability.
Then the days become blurring into white
The days blur into white, indicating a loss of clarity or distinction in the passing of time.
Now I'm drunk and caffeine
The singer is now intoxicated, possibly as a coping mechanism or escape.
I was tryna make a home for myself here to come clean
An attempt to create a home and be genuine, but the outcome is writing vulnerable daydreams.
And I end up writing naked daydreams
Despite efforts to be clean, vulnerability leads to exposed thoughts and emotions.
Got sober, I spent my rent on
Sobriety leads to spending rent, suggesting the cost of maintaining a facade or coping mechanism.
Shimmer-glitter white teeth, hyper-colour self-esteem
Investment in appearance (white teeth, self-esteem) to project a desirable image.
In the evenings, and the sight of you in my kitchen
A mention of evenings and the sight of someone in the kitchen, possibly a recurring presence.
You come around here to get high
The person comes to get high, indicating a reliance on substances for escape or coping.
And I sometimes find you childish
The conflicting perception of the person as both childish and mesmerizing.
And I sometimes find you mesmerising
The complexity of emotions towards the person, finding them both childish and captivating.
And I one time found your mouth when you open our refrigerator
A specific memory of finding the person's mouth during a mundane activity, adding intimacy.
I can't keep you constant secret, sweetness
The inability to keep the person as a constant secret, acknowledging the impact of their presence.
And I keep forgetting about it, late
The singer forgets about the person, possibly indicating a struggle to maintain emotional boundaries.
Oh, I keep forgetting about you, hey
Repetition of forgetting about the person, suggesting a recurring struggle.
Oh the rain, it's constant
Reiteration of the constant rain, emphasizing its persistent nature.
Doesn't care If I'm awaken
The rain remains indifferent to awakening, reinforcing emotional detachment.
Throwing stones against my windows
Repeated imagery of stones against windows, signifying ongoing disturbances or challenges.
Sounds a lot like young love
Recurrence of the comparison between disturbances and young love, highlighting emotional turbulence.
Yeah, I wouldn't know
Continued ignorance about young love, maintaining a theme of emotional detachment.
I was always terrified of touching
Persistent fear of physical touch, contributing to emotional distance.
Yeah, I wouldn't know
Reiteration of not knowing about young love and fearing physical touch.
I always thought I'd go blind from touching, how sweet
The anticipation of going blind from touching, suggesting a fear of the consequences of intimacy.
I keep thinking about it, late
Continued contemplation about the person, indicating ongoing internal struggles.
I keep thinking about you, hey
The persistent thoughts about the person, reiterating internal turmoil.
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