River Of Tears
Navigating Shadows: Expose Toxicc's Journey on the River of Tears
Lyrics
I really think I found my home
I believe I've found my home.
But I'll be better all alone
However, I think I'll be better off alone.
That's what I thought when I was tryna take them stones
This was my mindset when I tried to overcome difficulties.
Yeah I was looking for a way out tryna read my horoscope
While seeking an escape, I looked for guidance in my horoscope.
While the devils tryna reap on my soul again
Despite my efforts, negative influences (devils) are trying to claim my soul.
But I can't argue with him
But I can't deny or dispute with those negative influences.
I've been running from my past and friends
I've been avoiding my past and friends.
Who tryna give me love
Friends who are offering more than superficial affection found on Instagram.
More then Instagram
I am navigating through a difficult emotional journey, represented as rowing down a river of tears.
Yeah I'm rowing down a river of my tears
Expressing a recurring theme or cycle of emotional struggles.
Here we go again
Starting the cycle anew.
Yeah here we go
Reiterating the commencement of a challenging emotional phase.
Yeah here we go again
Again, signaling the start of a difficult emotional journey.
Yeah I'm rowing down a river of my tears
Repeating the metaphor of navigating through tears and emotional pain.
Tryna find my way out of here
Attempting to find a way out of the emotional turmoil.
The past is always mixing with my fears
The past continues to haunt, blending with present fears.
I'm hoping to get to where I'm curing
Expressing a desire to reach a point of healing.
So tell me again
Seeking clarification on who is responsible for the mistakes made.
Who's to blame for my mistake
Questioning accountability for lost time and suffering.
For all my lost time and suffering
Highlighting the ineffectiveness of sleep in providing relief.
When sleep don't ever help
Nightmares are destructive, preventing emotional healing.
Cause nightmares they kill
Expressing severe sleep deprivation.
I'm so sleep deprived
Emphasizing the enduring pain in the heart.
My heart will never heal
Someone attempted to rescue the person from the harsh realities of the world.
You tried to save me from the world
The person feels emotionally numb or detached.
But I'm already dead
Despite attempts to reach a better place, medication becomes a solution.
I tried to make it to a world
A repetition of the first four lines, suggesting a continuous struggle.
Before you found meds
Starting the cycle anew, emphasizing the difficulty in breaking free.
I really think I found my home
Reiterating the belief of finding a home, suggesting a cycle of hope and disappointment.
But I'll be better all alone
Despite finding a supposed home, choosing solitude is perceived as better.
That's what I thought when I was tryna take them stones
Reflecting on the struggle and attempt to overcome challenges.
Yeah I was looking for a way out tryna read my horoscope
Continuing the search for guidance while facing challenges.
While the devils tryna reap on my soul again
Re-emphasizing the persistent threat to the soul from negative influences.
But I can't argue with him
Accepting the futility of arguing or resisting against these negative forces.
I've been running from my past and friends
Continuing to avoid confronting past experiences and relationships.
Who tryna give me love
Reiterating the preference for genuine affection over superficial connections.
More then Instagram
Repeating the metaphor of navigating through tears and emotional pain.
Yeah I'm rowing down a river of my tears
Expressing a recurring theme or cycle of emotional struggles.
Here we go again
Starting the cycle anew.
Yeah here we go
Reiterating the commencement of a challenging emotional phase.
Yeah here we go again
Again, signaling the start of a difficult emotional journey.
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