Feels so Wrong
Unveiling Shadows: Embracing the Contradictions in 'Feels so Wrong'
Lyrics
I feel bloated from the secrets that I keep.
Feeling burdened by the undisclosed information I hold.
The dark days of my past,
Reflecting on a dark period in the past.
when I preyed on the sheep.
Referring to manipulating or taking advantage of vulnerable individuals.
So fuck your unity,
Expressing disregard for the idea of togetherness.
I don't want to belong.
Rejecting the notion of fitting in or being part of a group.
Every time I do right,
Despite attempting to do what's right,
it just feels so wrong.
It feels morally incorrect or uncomfortable.
Got paid in experience.
Gained knowledge and wisdom through life experiences.
Lost a lot of friends.
Suffered the loss of many friendships.
Could never blame them.
Recognizing personal responsibility for the lost friendships.
I was a broken man.
Emotionally shattered or damaged.
So fuck your unity,
Reiteration of rejecting the idea of unity or conformity.
I don't want to belong.
Disinclination towards belonging or fitting into societal norms.
Every time I do right,
Despite making morally correct decisions,
it just feels so wrong.
It feels inherently incorrect or uncomfortable.
Looking over my shoulder,
Feeling haunted by past actions or events.
the past is closing in.
The consequences of past actions are catching up.
The bill is coming due
Having to face the repercussions of past wrongdoings.
for all the years of sin.
Consequences for past sinful behavior accumulating.
Always lived in the moment,
Lived life spontaneously, without planning ahead.
collecting stories as I went.
Accumulated experiences and anecdotes as life progressed.
Scars and memories are proof
Physical and emotional scars serve as evidence of a life lived fully.
of a life well spent.
Memories and injuries are proof of a fulfilling existence.
I wasn't prepared to quit.
Wasn't ready to give up despite difficulties.
They weren't prepared to stay.
Others weren't prepared to remain in the challenging situation.
Dug my heels in deep.
Stubbornly adhering to one's chosen path without deviation.
I like my path, I will not stray.
Prefers their chosen direction and won't stray from it.
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