synthetic femininity
Synthetic Femininity: A Spiraling Journey of Pain and Desire
Lyrics
Maybe if i took the time
Expressing a contemplation about investing time for self-discovery.
I could find my peace of mind
Seeking a state of mental tranquility or contentment.
My reflection is a snake
Metaphorically referring to the speaker's self-image as deceptive or untrustworthy.
Aftermath of a mistake
Acknowledging the consequences of a past error or misjudgment.
Fought against the world so long
Describing a prolonged struggle against adversities in life.
You would think that i'd be strong
Despite the enduring battles, there's an acknowledgment of vulnerability.
But nothing can ease my pain
Expressing a deep, persistent emotional distress.
Every time it's all the same
Highlighting a recurring pattern of experiences, possibly reflecting a sense of hopelessness.
Delicate in denial
Describing a fragile state of self-deception or avoidance of reality.
My thoughts are in a spiral
Indicating a tumultuous and confusing mental state.
Inside your arms i'll hide
Seeking solace and protection within someone else.
Feminine in disguise
Suggesting a facade of femininity or vulnerability as a form of self-preservation.
Hold my breath into the fire
Metaphorically facing a challenging situation with determination.
You're the one that i desire
Expressing a deep emotional connection and desire for someone specific.
Keep me safe from all the pain
Pleading for protection from emotional distress or harm.
Help me if i go insane
Seeking assistance to maintain sanity amid challenging circumstances.
All my faith inside a pill
Placing trust or reliance on medication to sustain faith or emotional stability.
God i wish that i were real
Expressing a desire for authenticity or a genuine existence.
Tell myself they're out of touch
Convincing oneself that others are disconnected from reality.
But their eyes tell me disgust
Perceiving negative judgment from others through their eyes.
Am i really a female
Raising questions about one's gender identity or self-perception.
Oh god theyre so evil
Feeling subjected to malicious intentions from others.
I'm climbing a ladder
Symbolizing personal growth or progress, but questioning its significance.
But why does it matter?
Raising existential questions about the importance or relevance of personal advancement.
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