Film Reels
Faded Memories: Love, Heartbreak, and Forgiveness in 'Film Reels'
Lyrics
I don't know why
I don't understand the reason behind the situation or action.
I thought things could change
I had hope that circumstances could improve or evolve.
I don't know why
I still lack understanding about the situation or action.
I believed you when you said that you could change
I trusted your assurance that you could undergo a positive transformation.
Look me in the eyes and tell me your sweet little lies again
Confront me with false assurances and deceptive statements once more.
Oh Break my heart, break my bones, and break me down in two again
Inflict emotional and physical pain on me again, and I will endure it, even though it breaks me apart.
cnd still I'll forgive you
I will still find it within me to forgive you despite the hurt.
Sometimes I still smell the fresh cut lawn that you used to walk on
I remember the scent of freshly cut grass that you once walked upon.
cnd Sometimes I play film reels behind my eyes of the better times with you
Replaying nostalgic memories of happier times with you in my mind like a film reel.
But now I know those are all just faded memories
Realizing that those nostalgic memories have now faded and lost their vibrancy.
cnd there is nothing here that's left for me
There is nothing substantial or positive left for me in this situation.
I still love you
Despite everything, I still have feelings of love for you.
I thought you would call
I anticipated that you would reach out or communicate with me.
How does it feel to break my heart
Questioning the emotional impact of breaking my heart and wondering about your feelings in doing so.
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